by: Tyler Peel

© 2009-2011 by the author

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Chapter 59
(Bethanna)

“Time to get up.” Tyler said shaking his freshly showered hair over Derek’s back.

“NO!” Derek moaned and pulled his pillow over his head.

“Fine… be late for school…”

“I hate you… give me a kiss?” Derek teased rolling over.

“Not till you brush your teeth!”

“Where’s my other boyfriend?” Derek asked patting the bed behind him.

“Trent was sipping coffee in the living room when I got back from my run.” Tyler said as he rolled his deodorant on.

“Speaking of…” Derek began as he sat up on the side of the bed. “Is this coffee for me?” Tyler nodded.

“Speaking of?” Tyler reminded.

“Right… speaking of…” Derek got up and quietly closed the bedroom door. “I want to talk sometime about last night.”

“Did I do something wrong?” Tyler asked and Derek over at him and started laughing.

“NICE PANTS!” Derek said and fell back on the bed laughing. “Are those part of this year’s Armitage spring/summer collection?”

“It’s not plaid Derek, it’s called hound’s tooth check! They are chef’s wear and required three out of the five days of the week I’m at school.”

“But will they get you chicks… in truckloads?” Derek asked winking at him.

“You have a question?” Tyler asked quietly.

“We can talk about it later…” Derek mumbled as he slurped some coffee.

“Later will be this time tomorrow morning if you want to talk alone.”

“Point taken! What’s up with last night?” Derek asked and Tyler contorted his face. “I mean, why the sudden openness? I thought three was a crowd.”

“Well… Trent really needed it, but truthfully, I’m trying to work myself into being more open minded about our sexuality.” Derek raised one eyebrow. “I’m only one half of this relationship.”

“Marriage! We’re married Ty.” Derek said holding the chain up that was around his neck with a ring dangling from it. Tyler winked and smiled.

“What makes me happiest is seeing you and our brothers happy.”

“Okay… forget I mentioned it…” Derek sighed and slurped on his coffee.

“What?” Tyler asked as he buttoned up his chef’s coat. Derek turned and snorted and then started laughing.

“What!” He repeated.

“I’m just thinking of Luke and Casey’s fantasy guy… with you in the kitchen making food for him.” Derek squealed laughing hysterically and Tyler grinned.

“Spit it out Derek.” Tyler asked getting irritated.

“Too late, I swallowed it last night… Okay, with Kyle we both used our hands, with Trent you were even less involved. What the fuck is up? I feel like this is all going to come back and haunt me at a later date.” Derek said sincerely.

Tyler sat down the bed beside him. “If I think about another guy while tossing one off I can’t achieve climax.” Derek’s eyes widened. “I feel guilty. I feel like I’m cheating on you.”

“To quote Luke… whoa!” Derek said laughing.

“It’s not funny.” Tyler said.

“Maybe you should talk to Dr. Reynolds about it?” Derek asked and Tyler furrowed his brow. “Don’t take this personally but I do it all the time. I’ve already tossed off twice thinking about Kurt just from holding him in the shower with you and Kyle. You’re the guy I love and I don’t feel like I’m cheating.” Tyler leaned over and kissed Derek, wincing slightly over his breath.

“Thanks.” Tyler said smiling.

“Thank you for not thinking about you when I’m masturbating? Huh?” Derek asked giving Tyler a strange look.

“Derek, I have issues with it and instead of getting angry or sulking, I’m trying to work through it and see it from your side.”

“You mean Danny’s side?” Derek asked and Tyler shrugged his shoulders. “Did a tiny part of you want to join the three of us in the hotel in Des Moines?” Tyler stared down at the floor. “At least you didn’t flinch.” Derek gave Tyler a light elbow.

“At that time… no! I was so angry about being out there and dealing with his mother you could have given me… ah… chef’s kitchen and I wouldn’t have smiled.” Tyler said.

“Funny analogy. Most would have said blowjob, a million dollars, a new car…” Derek teased.

“Derek!” Tyler said looking over at him.

“Tyler!” Derek shot back with a grin and kissed his cheek. “Don’t over analyse everything Ty. The dick is only one part of the body and while it can overpower the mind and the heart for short periods it doesn’t think or love! Most of my heart belongs to you and in spite of the eight seconds of pure ecstasy, it still can’t match your kisses, hugs, or… food.” Derek winked.

“I think I’m gonna cry.” Tyler said sniffling.

“You’ll get your cheffy shirt and your cheffy pants all wet! Leave me to getting your cheffy pants wet okay?” Derek asked and Tyler nodded.

“On the fourth Monday, every couple of months, you actually amaze me!” Tyler teased.

“Has it been that long since we had sex? Does seem like it.” Derek joked until he looked up at Tyler. “I know what you mean and I’m trying to learn to speak from my heart.” Tyler nodded. “I think Kyle has it right. If one of us is going to do something different it had better include both of us.”

“Or at least have the other one’s consent.” Tyler said staring down at the floor.

“NO! It must include both of us. If I want to toss one off thinking about that big fat choad,” Tyler started laughing, “then I will do it all by myself.” Tyler nodded and leaned over to kiss Derek.

“Thanks for you help.” Tyler said.

“Ty, I would have had a lot more fun last night if we had ‘shared’ the experience together. Sex isn’t just a selfish pleasure. Remember that it was only Trent that got off – not you or me and it might have made Trent feel better if you had participated a little more?”

“One day at a time okay?” Tyler asked.

“Take as long as you want and if you decide to try it at some point in time and don’t like it, we won’t do it again.” Derek said rubbing Tyler’s back.

“Really? And don’t say really, really!”

“If you’ve taught me anything in five months it is that it’s the heart, mind, and soul that count and the rest is just self-gratification.” Derek said and Tyler rested his head on his shoulder.

“Damn, I knew I picked the right guy I just didn’t know I was that good!” Tyler joked.

“Your taste in guys is far better than your taste in clothing… today at least.” Derek teased. “So why the sudden interest in spreading your… *ahem* wings?”

“It seems like everyone we know wants to have sex with everyone and I was thinking about my family… and wondering… will I be seventy-years-old and wishing I had experienced more in life?” Tyler said and Derek fell back on the bed laughing.

“Seriously Ty, some days you are one giant vat of psychoses and neuroses. Get yourself to Dr. Reynolds. I’ll even pay for the sessions.”

“You really think I have a problem?”

“No, you really don’t have any problems beyond an enlarged conscience, and I’m not talking about between your legs, but some days you act older than Grandpa.” Tyler grinned, surprising Derek. “I thought you would be mad over that.”

“Nope.” Tyler smiled. “I feel good that my mental illnesses haven’t scared you off.”

“Good, now go make me some breakfast since you’re dressed for doing that sort of thing.” Derek said getting up and walking off to the bathroom.

 

“Yes Masta… I be a good boy!” Tyler said slurping the end of his now cold coffee. “Derek?” Derek came back to the bedroom.

“We really need your vehicle back.” Tyler said and Derek nodded.

“Fulton’s van is supposed to be ready today. I’ll give them a call after class. What time are you finished today?”

“2:00 o’clock but I’ve got to be at Bethanna Institute at 3:00 p.m.” Tyler said.

“Shit! I’m sorry, I completely forgot. Do you want me to go with you?”

“No thanks, this is one of those I need to be alone thingys.” Tyler said. Derek nodded, and then hugged him.

“If you don’t feel like driving home just text me and two of us will come out and get you.” Derek offered.

“Go shower… and brush your teeth.” Tyler winced, after giving him a quick kiss.

Cody and Danny were sitting on the bar stools eating toasted bagels when Tyler came downstairs. As he walked towards the kitchen he saw Trent standing outside having a cigarette and Echo walking around in circles.

“Morning.” Tyler said walking into the kitchen. Cody and Danny started laughing at him. “The beats for both of you!” He said refilling his coffee.

“Hey Cody, do you remember when Luke and Casey…” Danny began.

“SHUT UP!” Tyler said smiling at him. “Just so you guys know, I’m away this afternoon with the Jeep and I’m not sure when I’ll be back.” Cody flinched and his eyes widened.

“Okay, no problem, I was going to go do some grocery shopping but we can go tomorrow.” Danny said without looking up.

“How is Tyler not being here affecting your ability to grocery shop?” Cody asked. Tyler winked at Cody.

“Car!!!” Danny said sarcastically.

“Bus!!!” Tyler said.

Danny made a face. “Why would I take a bus when you can drive me?” Danny asked as Trent and the puppies returned from outside.

“Into the crate please, Trent.” Cody asked.

“Me or the puppies?” Trent teased and no one answered. “Oh, oh… me mates have sold me down the river fer cryin’ shame.” He said as Echo and Chaos happily entered the crate knowing a treat was coming.

“We could use some more boneless skinless chicken breasts if you’re out shopping.” Tyler said.

“Any good butcher shops around here?” Danny asked of Trent.

“Hell ya matey. Around South 9th street and Christian there are several in the Italian district! Some good fish mongers as well.” Trent pondered aloud.

“Great! When are you done with work?” Danny asked. Cody and Tyler started laughing. “Want to come shoplifting with me?”

“For meat?” Trent asked grinning.

“It’s an expression Danny borrowed from Tyler.” Cody said.

“Now you’re just making me look lame.” Danny moaned and grabbed the half bagel sitting on Cody’s plate and began eating it.

“Do you want me to go with you?” Cody asked Tyler.

“Thanks but I need to do this alone.” Tyler said.

“Where are you going?” Danny asked.

“Never mind.” Cody shouted and Danny froze.

“I’m meeting with Dr. Hutchinson today.” Tyler said. Danny nodded and then sneered at Cody. “Anyone who wants a ride to school has fifteen minutes.” Danny jumped down from this bar stool and ran upstairs. “Can you let the dogs out before you leave for work?” Trent smiled and nodded.

Derek came running down the stairs wearing only a towel holding his cell phone in his hand. “It’s for you!” He said, handing the phone to Trent.

“‘Ello?” Trent said.

“It’s Fulton! How y’all doing little buddy?”

“Great! ‘Ow are y’all doing?” Trent said smiling as he watched Derek run back upstairs. Tyler and Cody laughed.

“What time do y’all work?”

“Me shift starts at eleven mate.” Trent said.

“I start at twelve but I’ll pick you up at ten-thirty okay?” Fulton asked.

“That would be awesome mate… thanks.” Trent said grinning.

Tyler came up close to the cell phone and asked, “If Fulton’s going to show you his choad I want to see it too! Derek can’t stop talking about it.” Fulton burst into a hearty deep laugh. Trent had to hold the cell phone away from his ear.

“Hold on Fulton! Fulton wants to tell you something! Go ahead.” Trent said as he held the phone out for Tyler and Cody to hear.

“There’s enough room on my choad for y’all to crawl on board.” He said and the boys laughed.

“How’s Fulton Jr.?” Tyler asked from the kitchen.

“Tyler wants to know how li’l Fulton is?” Trent repeated.

“Just like his mother… bitchy, demanding, and always wanting something.” Fulton laughed. “Tara is beating me up right now!!!” He added.

“He says Fulton is doing great.” Trent relayed.

“I’ll see you in a couple of hours Trent. Can I talk to Derek again?”

“He’s running around upstairs… naked. Can I have ‘em call you back mate?” Trent asked and quickly got off the phone. “What’s a choad?”

Tyler and Cody started laughing. “Ask Fulton!” They said in unison, through their laughter.

“Got knives?” Cody asked and Tyler held up a three-piece set encased in a wood box.

“Got black steel toed shoes as well! They’re mandatory.” Tyler said holding one foot up in the air.

“Those are steel-toed?” Trent asked in shock.

“Yeah, they don’t look it but they are!”

“What type of classes are you taking this semester?” Trent asked and Tyler pulled out his schedule.

“Today’s classes include… Food Basics Theory: Protocol, history, sanitation, preparation, nutrition, terminology, and artistic preparation from eight to ten. From ten to twelve I have, Kitchen Management: Design, budget, maintenance, and menu planning. And from twelve to two I have, Food Commodities and Prep. This consists of identifying, preparing, storing, and purchasing from around the world.” Tyler grinned as he read the course outline.

“When do you get to cook?” Trent asked.

“Probably around six tonight.” Tyler said with a wink and Trent laughed.

“So you gave up an engineering scholarship to become a chef?” Trent queried.

“It’s about what makes you happy, not just rich.” Tyler said as Danny returned bundled up and ready to go.

“You can’t have a life without money.” Danny said.

“What good is money without a life?” Tyler shot back. “You sound more and more like Luke everyday.”

Danny furrowed his brow wondering how he should take that. “Thanks!” He grinned, but Tyler didn’t respond. “Or not…”

“Settle down everyone!” Mrs. Hartley said as she walked up to the front of the classroom. “As you just heard on the morning announcements, we need to raise about $1600.00 to replace the jungle gym and swings that were destroyed by vandals over the Christmas holidays. Principal Allen is requesting for each class in the grade’s six, seven and eight to try and raise $200.00 each. What Mr. Anderson?”

“Does this count as credit towards our 20 hours of community service?” Luke asked.

Mrs. Hartley stared off in space. “I don’t know, but I can’t see why not? You’ve already done yours so it doesn’t matter.” She told him.

“Doesn’t the school have insurance?” John asked.

“Yes Mr. Tillman it does. Now let’s have a quick lesson in the facts of life.” She said and the class cooed. “Settle down. The school has insurance and it is paid to the Board of Education, who in turn, spends it on executive ‘think tanks’ away at some exotic spa and country club.”

“My dad says you’re all overpaid.” John said and the class started laughing.

“And what does your father do for a living?” Mrs. Hartley asked.

“He’s a lawyer!” John proudly announced.

Mrs. Hartley snorted and then laughed. “Well I guess he should know about being overpaid then?” She said.

“I’ll do it!” Luke said.

“Do what?” She said coldly glaring at him.

“I’ll raise the money.” Luke said and Casey turned and stared at him.

“You can raise $200.00 all on your own?” She asked laughing.

“No, I’ll get the $1600.00 but it might take a couple of days.” Luke said.

“While it’s obvious that a life of crime might be in your future Mr. Anderson.” The class burst into laughter. “Parkview Elementary doesn’t want to be associated with dirty money.”

“If I can raise the money by the end of the week everyone in the class gets five hours credited to their community service work?” Luke challenged.

“Do you want to tell me how you plan to accomplish this?” She asked.

“It’s probably better that you don’t know.” Luke teased and the class started laughing.

“Open your math textbooks please.” She said, ignoring Luke.

“Do we have a deal?” Luke repeated more forcefully.

“If you can raise the money then I will put in a recommendation and I will bring cookies in on Friday.” She offered.

“Deal, with one exception Mrs. Hartley. Since you’re pregnant, I’ll bring the cookies on Friday and we get to have a little party at the end of the day.” Luke said with a smile and Mrs. Hartley smiled back and agreed.

“Are you crazy Luke?” Casey whispered. Luke smiled and shrugged his shoulders.

“Luke’s just kissing up.” John teased.

“Mr. Tillman?” John froze and slumped down in his seat. “You could take a lesson from Mr. Anderson on kissing up as you put it…” More laughter erupted from the class. “Math textbooks please!”

Kyle left his first period class and heard his named called as he was walking down the hall. He turned and saw Jessica smiling and waving at him. “Hey!” He said grinning.

“Hey.” She said lightly grabbing his butt and squeezing it. “Have you seen Chris this morning?”

“Nope. He wasn’t on the bus either.” Kyle said.

“He’s at school.”

“Well he’s in my next class if he’s here today.” Kyle said rolling his eyes.

“Have you seen Kara?” Jessica asked and Kyle shook his head. “Well you’re not going to believe this but…”

“There they are!” Kyle said quietly as they walked towards class. “Are they holding hands?”

“Yup. I got the word from Amber, who heard from Kallie, who heard from…” Jessica counted off.

“I gotcha!” Kyle said shushing her. “I’ve got to get into class. See you at lunch.” Jessica sighed, looking for a kiss that didn’t come, and turned around to go to her class.

Chris seemed to be searching back and forth for Kyle as he approached. When he spotted Kyle he leaned in and kissed Kara goodbye. Kyle laughed thinking, “If she only knew?” Kara glared at Kyle and curled her lip as she passed by him. Kyle laughed loud enough for her and everyone within thirty feet to hear him.

“Something funny Mr. Anderson?” Mr. Henderson asked.

“Hysterical!” Kyle said walking into class with a big grin. Chris glared at him from the hallway and then followed him into class. They sat down next to each other in class but neither looked over at the other.

The doorbell rang and the puppies alerted Trent who was upstairs, just out of the shower, but still in the bathroom. “Okay, okay, move guys.” Trent said hobbling down the stairs as the doorbell rang again. “Hey!” Trent said with a big smile as Fulton grinned at the sight before him. “C’mon in! Is it ten-thirty already?”

“Naw… I’m a li’l early Bubba… Tara wanted to get Fulton Jr. down for a quick nap before lunch. He’s been up since four this morning. For some reason she says things are calmer when I’m not there.” Fulton laughed and winked.

“Make yourself at home mate.” Trent said as he ran up the three steps to the living room and headed for the stairs.

“How are my favourite puppies this morning?” Fulton asked as he kneeled down on the steps and began scratching both of them. “Now you’re the girl dog… Echo right?” Echo’s tail began wagging. “And that makes you Chaos!” Fulton deduced and Chaos barked once.

Trent yelled something, but Fulton couldn’t make it out so he removed his boots and entered the living room. “What was that Bubba?” He yelled up the stairs.

Trent appeared at the top of the stairs in boxers. “Could you let the pups out on to the back deck mate?”

“Sure thing.” Fulton said catching a quick glimpse up Trent’s boxers.

“When they’re ready to come back in just put them in the crate!” He yelled. Trent reappeared before the dogs came back in. “I’m just slipping outside for a quick one.” He said manoeuvring around Fulton to get out on to the deck.

“Looks like you got some pretty fancy new duds?” Fulton asked.

“Yeah mate, aren’t they awesome?” Trent beamed with pride.

Fulton leaned on the side of the open patio door and asked, “So how are you doing after a weekend here?”

Trent looked around and then whispered, “Fucking awesome mate! This is paradise! They’re all so fucking cool. I love everyone of them.”

Fulton smiled and agreed, “If I wasn’t married I would be hitting on anyone of them.”

Trent blushed. As Trent stepped back inside and put the pups in the crate, he grinned. “Secret?”

Fulton grinned and nodded. “Always.”

“Last night I got to sleep between Derek and Tyler.”

“I’m surprised you can still walk?” Fulton asked with a wink and Trent giggled.

“Nah, nothing like that, but just being held between them… all warm and safe. It was magical.” Trent said glowing from the inside.

“I like the new Bubba.” Fulton said.

Trent walked up to him and hugged him, adding a kiss to Fulton’s cheek. “Thanks for what you said on Saturday night and just being there for me.”

“I gave you my word Bubba. Are you going to be staying here for a while?”

“Ummm… I would like to move in but I don’t think there’s enough room for me.”

Fulton burst into laughter. “Not that way you dirty bugger!” Trent laughed. “It’s a king size bed. There’s room for the three of us and Tyler’s cock!”

Fulton laughed and said, “From the pictures on the wall over there it looks like a big one!”

“Huge! Never seen one like it before and I’ve seen a few decent ones mate! You could smash coconuts with ‘em.” Trent said with his arms stretched out and Fulton’s eyes widened as he nodded. “You’re a married hottie! I shouldn’t be talking to you about this.” Trent said and winked. Fulton frowned and Trent held up a cupped hand and said, “That’s how close I can get me thumb and forefinger together when I’m holding it.” Fulton’s mouth opened wide with a grin.

“That would make him as thick as me!” Fulton said and Trent laughed out loud as he thought to himself, “I mean penis size not wits,” but kept his mouth shut.

“‘Ave you seen the naked picture of Tyler?” Trent asked.

“Y’all mean in the Jacuzzi?” Fulton asked raising his eyebrows up and down a few times.

“No matey! In their bedroom.” Trent asked and Fulton shook his head. “Want a sneak peak?” Fulton grinned and followed Trent upstairs.

“Danny started to give me the house tour once but we only did the basement.” Fulton said climbing the stairs behind Trent. “Jesus H. Christ!” Fulton exclaimed stepping just inside the bedroom. “This should be in one of them fancy magazines!”

“Look to your left matey!” Trent said as he pointed over to the wall where a blown up version of Danny’s cell phone picture hung. Fulton just stood there silently looking at the framed photograph. “Breathtaking isn’t it mate?”

“I think I just busted a nut.” Fulton said. Trent laughed, but Fulton didn’t.

“I better go let the dogs out of the crate.” Trent said patting Fulton’s shoulder. Fulton stepped back out of the room and peaked in Danny and Cody’s room and began to laugh at all the cow print. He then looked in the main bathroom and shook his head.

“Hey y’all is that a stand up urinal?” Fulton asked.

“Too right mate, try it out. It’s automatic as well!” Trent yelled up the stairs. He hadn’t thought about lunch and didn’t have time to make something for his break. Pulling out his wallet he found more money tucked in there.” Rubbing the moisture from his eyes he looked up at the ceiling and smiled. “Fulton? It’s twenty to eleven!” He heard thumping coming down the stairs.

“That’s wide enough for even my choad!” Fulton teased.

“You’re amazing mate. I wish I had been teamed with you when I first got hired.” Trent said as put on his new winter coat.

“Dang! That’s a great coat. I think you struck it rich.” Fulton teased.

“I did but the wealth is all in here.” Trent said tapping his heart. Trent fed the dogs each a treat and locked up the townhouse.

The lunch bell rang and Kyle decided to pack up and get out as quickly as possible since they were both headed to their side-by-side lockers. Just as Kyle closed his locker he turned and Chris was standing behind. “Sorry.” Kyle said flashing a smile and stepped aside. Chris growled as he picked up his combination lock to open it, but Kyle was already gone.

“Hey sexy?” Kyle whispered in the back of Kurt’s ear. Kurt turned around and his smile went away. “Holy fuck! I can’t believe it.” Kyle said laughing. “In less that a week I’ve gone from distant idol to frown maker.”

Kurt got flustered and didn’t know what to say. Kyle tapped his side three times and smiled at him. “I know, I know… you thought it was Jamie…” Kyle said and feigned despair.

“That’s not it at all!” Kurt said. “I’m just nervous about this afternoon.”

“Whatever…” Kyle teased trying to lighten his mood. “When is Bella picking you up?”

“Actually, your mom is picking me up at twelve-thirty so I can get home and put a suit on.” Kurt said as Jamie showed up behind him and Kyle.

“Hey guys.” Jamie said and Kurt smiled.

“And Kurt’s smile returns…” Kyle teased.

“Where’s your girlfriend?” Jamie said with a wink.

“Hi guys!” Jessica said sliding up beside Kyle and taking his arm into hers.

“Never far away!” Kyle said as he crossed his eyes.

“I’m starved.” Jamie said and they headed towards the cafeteria.

Sitting in their usual seats at one end of a long table Kyle sat on the opposite side of Jessica. “You don’t want to sit with me?” She asked and Jamie and Kurt grinned at each other.

“I don’t want to sit facing the kitchen and see the show Chris and Kara are going to put on.”

“That would make me lose my lunch…” Kurt added.

“Speaking of…” Jessica said and Jamie looked up as well. “They seem to be looking for a place to sit.” Kurt took his backpack and set it up on the bench beside him. Jessica laughed and said, “You’re bad!” Kurt bit down on his lower lip and shyly smiled down at his sandwich.

“So what’s up with those two? Chris asked Kara out?” Jamie inquired and Kyle and Kurt looked at each other.

“I got it from Tracy, who heard it from Tiffany, who heard it from Michelle, who…”

“ENOUGH!” Jamie said shaking his head and the boys laughed.

“Oh please, please, please tell us what the gossip is? Enquiring minds want to know!” Kurt said sarcastically. They all started laughing.

“You’re actually pretty funny Kurt!” Jessica said winking at him.

“My sister’s not so dumb after all!” Jamie said and got an elbow in the side for it.

“Apparently Kara asked Chris out and he had to think about it,” Kyle snorted his soda, “So she went over to his house!” Jessica said and dramatically paused for everyone’s reaction.

“Lower your voice… here they come.” Jamie mumbled and Kurt curled his lip getting laughter from Jessica and Jamie. Kara and Chris sat at the same table but at the opposite end.

“You know that Kara is beside me, sitting at the far end of this table.” Jessica whispered leaning forward to Kyle.

“You know it girlfriend.” Kyle said and whisked his fingers through his hair and lightly shook his head, making everyone laugh and Chris and Kara briefly look over.

“From this end I would say Chris looks uncomfortable…” Jamie whispered and Kyle winked and nodded at Jamie.

“From this end I’m wondering how Kara eats, talks, and still manages to breath at the same time.” Kurt said coldly. More laughter.

“Lucky for Kara… Chris never speaks.” Kyle said.

“More like Chris can’t get a word in…” Jamie said.

“This is just drama at its best!” Jessica said excitedly. Kyle glared at Jamie who laughed at him. “Okay so back on topic…” she said and the three boys looked at each other with fear. “I heard they did it in his basement.”

“That’s because the sheets on his bed were all sticky.” Kurt tossed in and all three started laughing.

“What?” Kurt asked holding a straight face and then winking at Jamie.

“I seriously doubt that happened.” Kyle said shaking his head. Kurt snorted quietly.

“It did!” Jessica said with defiance. “She’s been telling everyone how ‘big’ he is,” using air quotes to highlight her meaning. Kyle let out such a loud laugh that everyone around stopped and looked at him.

“If that’s the case then the three of us have careers in porn!” Kyle said still laughing and Kurt’s eyes ran water from laughing so hard.

“Are you saying he’s small?” Jessica asked leaning forward.

“No, he’s average, normal, regular… Kara is either lying or she’s sleeping with 6 year olds if she thinks Chris is ‘huge’!” Kyle said using air quotes and shaking his head.

“Or he hides it well in gym class.” Kurt tossed in and Jessica almost fell of her bench laughing.

“Guess who we’re getting the most stares from?” Jamie said under his breath. Kurt looked at him and rolled his eyes.

“Stares or glares?” Kyle tossed in and bit down on his sandwich.

“I’m just wondering…” Kurt began and the other three started laughing.

“Here it comes…” Jamie teased.

“What?”

“Nothing…” Jamie said laughing.

Jessica leaned across the table staring at Kurt. “What?” Kurt asked.

“You’re just wondering?” She repeated with a wink.

“Who was on top?” Kurt said with a deadpan voice and laughter ensued. Kyle was about to say something and then stopped.

“Say it!” Jessica urged.

“Nope. I don’t have anything against Kara and she can say anything she wants to about me. I just find her immature and too much of a drama queen.”

“I’ll say it for Kyle.” Jamie said with a grin. “Who was on the bottom?” Kurt snorted while the others laughed.

Jamie stared at Kyle until he caught Kyle’s eye and asked, “Which one is the drama queen?” Kurt laughed loudest and Jessica wasn’t sure if he was referring to her or Chris.

“They’re leaving…” Kurt said with a hauntingly dark voice. He quickly tossed in, “Probably want to slide in a quickie over lunch.”

“Have you heard anything from Chris?” Jessica asked.

“I got a text message late last night but it never mentioned Kara.” Kyle said.

“I wonder if she’s making it all up?” Jessica pondered.

“I wonder if anyone really cares?” Jamie followed.

“Don’t get involved in this Jessica!” Kyle warned. “She’s just mad at the two of us, mainly me.” Jessica stared at Kyle. “I’m serious! If anyone says something, just say how happy you are for the two of them.”

“Get real!” Jessica said laughing.

“She’s using Chris! Period!” Kyle said quietly.

“Kyle’s right Jess. In a week’s time this will all be over and all that will be remembered are the cold, cutting comments people made.” Jamie said and she gave her brother a cool stare.

“Don’t drag me into it!” Kyle warned pointing at her. “Kara couldn’t give a rat’s ass about Chris and he will figure that out soon enough.”

“It doesn’t look like you and Chris are friends anyway…” Jessica defended.

“I’ve got to go.” Kurt said looking at his watch.

“Me too!” Jamie said giving Kurt a sympathetic look. Kyle quickly tapped Kurt’s foot three times with his foot. Kurt faked a smile and they left.

“What’s going on?” Jessica asked.

“Off the record?” Kyle asked.

“Of course.” Jessica said.

“I’m serious! This doesn’t go anywhere or I will become your worst nightmare.” Kyle threatened and Jessica nodded. “He’s got a court date today for his father’s bail hearing.” Jessica pulled out her phone and began texting a message. “What are you doing?” Kyle demanded.

“Hang on…” Jessica said and then showed him the test message. ‘I’ll b quietly thinking of u today, hugs Jess’. She showed Kyle and he smiled.

“Thanks… and sorry.” Kyle said.

“I’m not Kara.” Jessica said and then smiled. “Besides I’m not going to do anything to fuck up my brother’s boyfriend.” She added and Kyle’s eyes widened.

“What?” Kyle asked in shock.

“Oh come on… can’t you see the way they look at each other? ‘I’ll give you this much money if you and Kara take Kyle to lunch at the mall while we go work out’.” Jessica shook her head and laughed. “They’re so in love with each other it’s pathetic... and cute.” Jessica continued laughing as she packed up her garbage from lunch.

“I think I would keep that thought to yourself!” Kyle cautioned.

“Duh! Can you imagine if my parent’s found out? They’re like set back in the 80’s! They’d freak on Jamie.”

Kyle smiled and Jessica said, “What?”

“That’s so amazing how you love your brother.” Kyle said.

“Of course I love him. He’s covered for my ass so many times now I would either be on the street or in jail.” Jessica said shaking her head. “I just want to have fun.” Kyle grinned at her. “It’s not that anything is wrong at home. We’re loved and spoiled but we have no freedom. Jamie’s never broken the wall down to escape that house so I have had to do it on my own.”

Kyle shook his head and said, “Some days I wanna smack you and Kara and other days I think you’re the most perfect woman in the world.” Jessica grinned and then winked.

They stood up and met at the end of the table, disposing of their garbage and recyclables. Jessica grabbed Kyle’s hand and leaned over to kiss his cheek saying, “Thanks Kyle, that means a lot.”

“The wanting to smack you or how wonderful you are?” Kyle teased and Jessica squeezed his hand so tightly he almost screamed.

“You can smack me around sometime when were alone… and naked.” She said.

“Huh?” Kyle yelped.

“Well doesn’t Mr. Altman look handsome today?” Bella said approaching Kurt and Linda in the hallway of the court. Kurt smiled and pulled on his collar and twisted his neck. “Not a suit wearing guy are you, Kurt?” Bella teased.

“How did things go in court this morning?” Kurt asked hesitantly.

“Let’s go into a conference room and talk where it’s quieter.” Bella said and Kurt looked up at Linda with fear in his eyes. Linda put her arm around Kurt’s shoulder and together they followed Bella.

“I spoke with the D.A. and relayed your suggestion about lowering the charge to assault in the first degree…” Bella began and Linda looked over at Kurt. “He agreed that it is much easier to get a conviction than attempted murdered.” Kurt nodded.

“But?” Kurt asked sensing a problem.

“However… it eased your father’s bail conditions because the charge was lowered.” Bella said and Kurt dropped his head into his arms on the table.

“Is he out of jail now?” Kurt asked without looking up.

“This afternoon he will be. His lawyer said that bail wouldn’t be a problem.” Bella said looking at Linda. Kurt sighed.

“What are the terms of his bail?” Linda asked taking Kurt’s hand into hers.

“The judge set bail at half a million. He can have no contact with you or your brother. He can’t come within 500 feet of you or your brother and he is banned from the school grounds.” Bella said and paused. “He has until Friday to surrender his passport and all the weapons he owns.”

“What happens if he comes near me or Sacha?” Kurt asked.

“He’ll be back in jail until his trial takes place.” Bella said.

“So there will be a trial?” Linda asked and Kurt sat back up.

“Most definitely! He has a very good lawyer and it could have been nasty in family court this afternoon but this morning’s judge tied him down fairly tightly.” Bella said.

“How long will it take this afternoon?” Kurt asked.

“It could be three minutes or could be an hour. I don’t think it will take very long unless they want to argue the rules already set out. The judge already has the official report from C.P.S. and the medical report of Kurt’s wounds.” She said trying to ease Kurt’s discomfort.

“Sorry Bella, but could you explain to me why we have family court now that everything was taken care of in federal court this morning?” Linda asked. Kurt nodded his agreement.

“Family court focuses strictly on the family and deals mostly with divorce, separation, parental visitation, support, and child custody. This morning was about Mr. Altman and the incident at the school. This afternoon is about Kurt and Sacha. Neither court likes to step on the other’s toes but this way everything is kept neat and tidy.” Bella explained.

“Could Kurt’s father’s lawyer argue in family court against some of the restrictions imposed on him?” Linda asked.

“Most certainly and I would be surprised if he didn’t. I think this will be about Sacha more than Kurt because Kurt is over the age of twelve. An assistant to the D.A. will be present along with our own lawyers for C.P.S. to defend Kurt and Sacha’s rights.” Bella said giving Kurt a smile. Kurt held his stomach.

“Are you okay Kurt?” Bella asked.

“No, but I’ll be fine.” Kurt said.

“You realize you can’t make a peep? No sounds, sighs, or any noises.” Bella warned and Kurt nodded. “You don’t have to be here if you don’t feel up to it.”

“I have to be here for Sacha’s sake.” Kurt said. “Is Mom going to be here?”

“I have no idea but I would expect she will be.” Bella said.

The door opened. A court clerk came in and said, “Bella, it’s time.”

“Thank you!” She said and stood up. “Kurt?” Kurt looked up. “You and Sacha are safe at your new home. Nothing about that is going to change today!” Kurt nodded and faked a smile.

Gerald looked up from his desk as he watched a freshly groomed Trent in new clothing approach with Fulton beside him. “Mornin’ Gerry!” Fulton said beaming.

“Morning…” Gerald said coolly staring at a smiling Trent.

“Good morning sir.” Trent said removing his coat and attaching his nametag to his shirt. Gerald didn’t respond.

“Bubba? Would you hang my coat up with yours?” Fulton asked.

“Certainly mate.” Trent said taking both of their coats.

“What’s wrong this morning Gerry?” Fulton asked.

“Is Trent on drugs?” Gerald asked suspiciously as he watched Trent walk away.

“Not that I know of but I think you’re gonna like the new Trent.” Fulton said grinning.

“Whatever… how’s my favourite nephew doing?” Gerald asked.

“Oh hell…” Fulton said laughing, “he’s just like his mama this morning. All bitchy and demanding.” Gerald smiled.

“How’s the brat’s nose?” Gerald asked.

“Like his pride… it’ll recover.” Fulton joked and turned around to see if Trent was near them. “Listen Gerry, let us work together today and give him a chance… please?” Gerald made a face.

“Maybe you’re the one on drugs?” Gerald asked and leaned towards Fulton for closer inspection.

“Hey y’all have I ever failed you before?” Fulton asked. Gerald narrowed his eyes and leaned back.

“There’s always a first.” Gerald said with a wink.

“Y’all know that Derek and I made sure that there wasn’t gonna be any complaints filed about the water incident.” Fulton said and Gerald swallowed hard as he replayed the incident in his mind. “And Derek’s spent the weekend with Trent teachin’ him the do’s and don'ts of life.”

“Thanks…” Gerald whispered.

“Now I don’t know who played the joke on him but they could be fired…” Fulton pondered aloud and Gerald glared at him. “He’s actually a good kid Gerry and I need to you show a little faith in me… and Trent.” Gerald didn’t hide his displeasure at where the conversation was going. “I’ll tell ya what…” Gerald rolled his eyes. “You give Trent a week with me and if he isn’t almost as good as I am then fire him!” Gerald blinked.

“Do you know how much trouble there is in firing someone around here?” Gerald asked and Fulton grinned.

“I wish y’all had told me that when I started…” Fulton joked and winked. “If you see a real improvement in him in one week then you take him out for a smoke break and tell him how proud you are!” Gerald’s face suggested he was in pain. “If not, you can cut his hours and I will buy you lunch!” Gerald smiled.

“This is a no lose proposition for me.” Gerald pondered.

“Gerry?”

“What?”

“Look me in the eye and tell me that you think I am lying to you right now.” Fulton said. Gerald looked up as Trent returned.

“How’s your nose this morning Trent?” Gerald asked and quickly faked a grin at Fulton who smiled back.

“Much better sir. My nose was out of joint but it’s on the straight and narrow path now.” Trent said touching his nose. Gerald caught the double entendre and raised one eyebrow. Right at that moment several cases of cereal collapsed under their own weight and came crashing down to the floor.

“SHIT!” Gerald yelled standing up.

“We’ve got it mate! C’mon Fulton…” Trent yelled running over. Fulton looked a Gerry and smiled.

“Do you think the little brat did that?” Gerald asked and Fulton shook his head.

“Jesus H. Christ Gerry… he came from the other direction!” Fulton said angrily.

Gerry could only nod in reluctant agreement. “You’re right, I’m sorry.” Gerald said.

Fulton ran over to help Trent. Fulton yelled back to Gerald, “The wall is wet! We got melting snow leaking through the roof!”

“SHIT!” Gerald said shaking his head.

“Adam Fletcher’s office, how can I help you?”

“Taylor?” Tyler asked.

“It is!” He said.

“It’s Tyler Peel.”

“Tyler, how are you my lovely?”

“Lost… Do you know where Bethanna is?”

“It’s way up in Southampton honey.” Taylor said twirling the phone cord in his hand as he put his feet up on the counter behind him.

“How do I get there?” Tyler pleaded.

“Do you know the area at all?”

“Nope.” Tyler said.

“Want the long but easy route or the short and difficult one?” Taylor asked.

“Whatever gets me there the easiest way.”

“You just head over to my apartment tonight and…” He teased and stopped. “Okay, get on the Turnpike, and take I95 north to 276 and go west, that’s a left. When you hit 132, exit to your right. That will take you into Southampton. When you reach 232, turn right and Bethanna is on your left a couple of miles ahead.”

“You’re a doll!” Tyler teased.

“Don’t I know it? You owe me for this one!” Taylor teased.

“A picture of all of us naked in the Jacuzzi?” Tyler asked.

“In that case I would probably end up owing you.” Taylor flirted.

“I’ll collect at our house warming.” Tyler said laughing.

“When you’re coming back if it is before rush hour just stay on 232 and you will find your way home.” Taylor said quickly putting his feet back on the floor as Adam walked into the front office.

“Love you babe.” Tyler said.

Taylor laughed. “Did you need to talk to Adam? He’s standing right over me.”

“It’s okay, no offence but you’re a cheaper date.” Tyler said. “Send my best to our love child.” Taylor almost dropped the phone laughing. He then covered the receiver and mouthed, “Tyler Peel.”

“Let me talk to him.” Adam said.

“Tyler, Mr. Man Candy wants a word with you.” Taylor said. Adam glared at him.

“I'm sorry Tyler.” Adam apologized. “I fired Taylor a year ago but he isn’t smart enough to find the door out.” Taylor puckered up his lips and laughed at him.

“Hey Adam, no don’t apologize! I was flirting with Taylor about how hot you were. The only person to blame is me.” Tyler said frantically.

“Are you on hands free?” Adam asked.

“Always.” Tyler said.

“Not when he’s talking to me.” Taylor flirted hearing only half of the conversation.

“You’re on your way to Bethanna?”

“I am.”

“Okay, have a safe trip. If you’re talking to Dakota tell him that everything is proceeding normally and I will be up to see him next week.”

“I will, if I get to talk to him. I’m going to try my best.” Tyler said.

“Don’t worry about it if you don’t. Dr. Hutchinson knows what he is doing and he’s on our payroll.” Adam said.

“So technically he’s on my payroll right?” Tyler asked and Adam laughed. “That gives me a little more leverage.”

After Adam hung up he stared down at Taylor who tried to make himself look busy. “Tyler said you deserved a spanking for the way you conducted yourself with a client…” Taylor frowned, “and he said he would be the one to do it.” Taylor started laughing. Adam smiled and lightly swatted the top of Taylor’s head with a small stack of files. “Files these please.” He said and went back to his office.

“Derek naked in a Jacuzzi… I can hard-ly wait.” Taylor mumbled and laughed at his own joke.

“Turn right on to 232…” Tyler mumbled as he climbed a long hill searching for a sign. “Holy shit! It’s like a friggin’ country club estate.” He said turning his left signal on. “Visitors to Pod C! We can do that…” He said and parked near the road he came in on.

As he approached the door there was a sign that read, “Push green button on speaker.” He pushed the green button and voice came over a speaker asking, “Can I help you?”

“Yes ma’am. I have an appointment with Dr. Hutchinson.”

“Your name sir?”

“Tyler Peel.”

The door made a buzzing noise and Tyler pulled on the handle and went inside. He was halted by another door in front of him. To his right appeared two large one-way mirrors. He squinted a bit and could see light and people moving behind them. One of the windows slid open to show a steel mesh screen covering the entire opening with the exception of a five-inch opening at the bottom. A woman slid a clipboard through and asked Tyler to sign it. He fumbled to find a pen and heard her sigh as she slid a pen through for him. “Sorry, I was told to not carry anything on me with the exception of my wallet.” Tyler apologized as he slid the clipboard and pen back through the opening. He thought he saw her smile at him but couldn’t be sure.

The second door began buzzing and Tyler took the hint and pulled it open. One of four security guards sitting on chairs approached holding a large wand in his right hand greeted him. The guard smiled, flashing a gold tooth. “Step through the metal detector son.”

“Yes sir.” Tyler said returning the smile. The alarm went off and the guard pressed a button turning the alarm off.

“Please turn around and stand with your arms and legs extended out.” He politely asked and Tyler did as he was told. The magic wand went off as it passed by Tyler’s wallet. “Could you remove your wallet and set in this tray please? Tyler carefully removed his wallet and dropped it in the tray. “Please turn around sir.” Tyler turned around with his arms still extended out.

“It’s just Tyler sir.” He said with a smile.

“I’m Rusty.” The guard said smiling back at him as he ran the wand all over the front of his body. As the wand passed Tyler’s chest it went off. “Could you come with me Tyler?” He asked stepping back and pointing towards a door. Tyler nodded and walked towards the door and then opened it. Inside were a rectangular table and four plastic chairs. On the opposite wall was another door and on one wall was a large mirror. “I’ll just be a moment Tyler.” Rusty said closing the door.

Tyler sat down and faced the mirror. He sensed right away that it was a one-way mirror but better built than the one at the front entrance. Rusty returned with a similar clipboard to the one that Tyler had signed before but this one contained several pages on it. “Could you take off your sweat shirt Tyler?”

“Do you want me to stand up?” Tyler asked.

“If you’re more comfortable?” Rusty said flashing his gold tooth again. Tyler stood up and removed his Dragon’s sweatshirt and then his navy blue t-shirt he had underneath. “Ah hah!” Rusty said grinning. “There’s our culprit!” Tyler looked at him showing his fear. “The chain and ring!” Rusty said laughing. “I didn’t want to have you strip down in the front entrance.” He joked and Tyler smiled. “Now can you remove your belt?” Tyler nodded and quickly removed his belt. “Would you mind standing up against the wall please?”

“Sure.” Tyler said. “To save time do you want me to strip naked?” Rusty started laughing.

“No, no, that’s okay Tyler. We have a drug sniffing dog that is going to check you out and if he doesn’t like you we’ll do more than just strip you naked.” Rusty said laughing.

“Hope I get dinner and flowers first?” Tyler joked as Rusty ran the wand all over his body. The wand didn’t make any more noise.

“Thank you Tyler. You can put your shirts back on.” Rusty said as he sat back down and ticked off a row of boxes. When finished he looked up to see Tyler still standing against the wall. He started laughing and said, “You can sit down.”

Tyler sat down across from him. Tyler looked at the mirrored wall behind Rusty and asked, “Are we being recorded right now?”

“Yes sir…” Rusty said casually. “If you take a shit in this building I can tell you the size of it!” Tyler gave him a strange look. “It protects you as much as it protects everyone else in here. We have people trying to sneak drugs or weapons in here all the time.”

“What exactly is this place?” Tyler asked leaning on his right arm atop the table.

“It’s many things… foster care for kids, drug treatment programs, mental illness evaluation and treatment centre… even short term prison! We do it all here!” Rusty said with a smile.

“Once I left the road I saw some people wearing prison like clothes.” Tyler pondered.

“We got those too!” Rusty said laughing. “Of course the colour depends on what pod you are in!” Tyler flinched and Rusty figured further explanation was needed. “The really dangerous ones wear pale pink.” Tyler smiled. “Don’t laugh son! Pink is a calming colour. The less dangerous ones were blue, dark green or orange depending on what pod they are in.”

“So you know quickly if someone is in the wrong pod or if they escape what area they escaped from?” Tyler asked and Rusty nodded.

“It’s more than that around here Tyler… everyone gets that institutional hair cut so they can’t hurt themselves or each other, and we can identify them easier.” Rusty said and Tyler ran his hand over his short-cropped hair.

“Damn!” Tyler joked and smiled. Rusty leaned back as he laughed.

“Now that I think about it you could easily get mixed in with the group but I’m not sure how easily you would get out.” Rusty joked.

“I just want to see my friend Dakota.” Tyler mused.

Rusty rotated the clipboard 180 degrees and slid it over to Tyler. “I hope your hand doesn’t cramp up on you?” He said with a grin and wink.

“Could I have something to write with? I’m guessing crayons are readily available in the pink pod?” Tyler asked and Rusty laughed pulling a pen out from his pocket protector.

“While you’re filling that out I’m going to go and get Sparky.” Rusty said standing up. “When we come into the room just ignore the dog and don’t pet him or talk to him. Can’t have him making friends!” Rusty winked. “If I ask you to face the wall, set the pen down, slide the chair back and take your same position. Don’t let Sparky scare you. He’s trained not to bite… but his bark is pretty scary!” Rusty said leaving through the other door.

Rusty returned with Sparky. “Oh… he’s so cute!” Tyler said smiling but dared not move. Sparky could barely contain himself he was so hyped up. “What kind of dog is he? He looks like a cross between a Sheppard and a Husky?”

“He’s actually an Keeshond <Kay-z-hound>.” Rusty said and added, “They’re from Europe and are commonly used as seeing eye dogs because of their mild temperament and smarts!” Sparky was all over Tyler sniffing everywhere, especially his crotch.

“Do you want me to stand up?” Tyler asked as Rusty could barely control Sparky.

“Maybe that would help.” He said laughing. “SPARKY! Down!” Sparky sat and Tyler got up and faced the wall while the dog checked him out.

“Do you have a dog Tyler?” Rusty asked shaking his head.

“Two golden lab puppies.” Tyler said as he turned around with his legs spread. Sparky was up and down both legs with his tail wagging.

“You don’t have drugs on you but you sure have dogs.” Rusty said laughing as he pulled Sparky back and left the room. Tyler went back to finishing the forms.

Rusty returned in ten minutes, carrying a coffee for himself. “How’s it going Tyler?”

“All done except I need my wallet back to finish filling out the information.” Tyler asked.

“Oops! Sorry Tyler. I’ll be right back.” Rusty said and returned with the tray that held Tyler’s wallet.

Tyler finished filling out his personal information as best as he could and returned his cards and papers to his wallet. Rusty held the tray out. Tyler looked up and set the wallet back on the tray. “Don’t worry son, you’ll get it back when you leave.” Tyler nodded and waited for Rusty to return.

Rusty was right back and found the clipboard and his pen facing his chair and coffee. Another guard came in through the far door and said, “Everything is fine.” Rusty smiled and nodded.

“Some parts I can’t fill out because I’m not an American.” Tyler said.

“Don’t worry about it… we just file them anyway.” Rusty said with a wink. “Who are you here to see again?”

“Dr. Hutchinson.” Tyler said.

“Now why in hell would they send you up here when he’s at the downtown Philly office today?” Rusty asked and Tyler dropped his head down on his arms. “Now don’t stress it Tyler! Let me go find out what’s happening.” Rusty said leaving his coffee and pen on the table but taking the clipboard.

Rusty was gone for ten minutes and Tyler was getting antsy over everything. When Rusty returned he sat down and said, “You’re meeting with one of Dr. Hutchinson’s associates – Dr. Steinman. He can’t be much older than you.”

The same guard returned and said, “All clear” and then handed Rusty a piece of paper. Rusty looked at the paper and then gave him the thumbs up sign. Rusty quickly initialled the piece of paper and folded it in half.

“What’s that about?” Tyler asked. Rusty mumbled, “Shush,” then smiled.

“Come with me and I’ll take you to Dr. Steinman’s office.” Rusty said getting up and holding the second door open. As they walked down a long corridor made of white painted cinder block walls Rusty turned and looked backwards before whispering, “Every new person here gets the full scale security tests. You didn’t try to touch my coffee or steal my pen.” Rusty said smiling. Tyler grimaced and Rusty patted Tyler’s back. “Between you and me? Us security guys can spot them a mile away. I already knew you wouldn’t be a problem.”

“How did you know that?” Tyler asked.

“You didn’t fight the security!” Rusty said handing over the clipboard to another security detail. “Rush, please?” He asked and continued walking. “We’re doing a check with Homeland Security right now. We’ll know if you’re a terrorist or not within the hour.” Tyler started laughing and Rusty joined in. “It’s standard procedure. Next time it will be a quick scan and you’re in.”

“Geez, I was going to bring chocolate chip cookies for Dakota… I guess they wouldn’t have gotten in?” Tyler mused and Rusty laughed.

“Nope, but we would have enjoyed them!” Rusty said.

“Can I bring you guys some next time?” Tyler asked.

“I’m expecting it now!” Rusty teased as they turned down another hallway and stopped at door that said “432” on it. Rusty knocked and said, “I’ll be right outside if you need anything.”

“Coffee?” Tyler asked.

“You should’ve drank mine when you had the chance!” Rusty said laughing at his own joke.

“Come in!” They heard from behind the door. Rusty opened the door. “Dr. Steinman, this is Tyler. He requested a coffee, can I get you anything?”

“Double double.” Dr. Steinman said.

Tyler turned and said, “Black, no sugar.” Tyler then extended his hand and said, “Thanks.”

“We got a polite one Doctor!” Rusty said, nodding and closing the door.

“Welcome Mr. Peel.” Dr. Steinman.

Tyler nodded. “Just Tyler please.” He said. Dr. Steinman smiled without looking at him.

“I’m Henrik, and if you like, call me Rik!” He said moving around his desk and sitting back down in his chair. After flipping through a couple of pages he looked up at Tyler standing still next to the door. “Come have a seat.”

Tyler flashed a brief smile and then took one of the two chairs in front of his desk. He stretched his neck to look around the office, pausing to notice five different degrees hanging on a wall but Tyler couldn’t read any of them from his chair.

“No couches to lie on. Too many doctors taking naps on Bethanna’s time.” Rik said pausing to look up at Tyler. Tyler nodded. “You’re nervous Tyler?”

“No Doctor. Just overwhelmed a bit…” Tyler said.

“And why is that?” Rik asked still looking through papers.

“I came one shy of a body cavity search when I thought all I would be doing was sitting in a waiting room until Dr. Hutchinson’s assistant called me in.”

Dr. Steinman snickered and said, “Yes, security is taken very seriously around here, but for good reason. Please allow me just a moment to refresh myself on Dr. Reynolds’ notes.”

Rusty knocked at the door and brought in two coffees. “Thank you sir.” Tyler said. Rusty smiled at the doctor. “Take whatever I owe you out of my wallet… since you have it!” Tyler said with some amusement.

“It’s on the house and once you’ve tasted you’ll see why we can’t charge for it.” Rusty teased patting Tyler’s shoulder. “I’ll be outside in the hallway if you need me.” Tyler wasn’t sure whom he was saying it to.

“Do you have any questions Tyler?” Dr. Steinman asked.

“Aren’t I supposed to meet with Dr. Hutchinson?”

Dr. Steinman smiled and said, “Ever been to a lawyer’s office?” Tyler nodded. “You end up meeting with two or three different associates and when you finally get to court you meet the lawyer for the first time.” Tyler faked a smile. “You’ll probably meet with him next time. I’m simply doing the review for him.”

“Yes sir.” Tyler nodded.

“It’s fairly common to have family members who are victims come out in support of their aggressors but to have distant victims, especially ones who are barely friends show support for the defendant.” Dr. Steinman said as he picked up his coffee and leaned back in his chair. Tyler nodded. “Can you explain why you refused to press any charges, furthermore, why your lawyer is now defending him?”

Tyler cleared his throat and said, “I’ve been meeting with Dr. Reynolds before any of this happened.” Dr. Steinman nodded. “I assume you’re familiar with my past?” Dr. Steinman nodded again. “Dr. Reynolds has explained to me how I need to forgive myself for my family’s death in order to heal. In many ways Dakota Thompson and myself are one in the same.” Dr. Steinman furrowed his brow. “We’re both victims of situations beyond our control, stemming from our past. For me to forgive myself and not forgive Dakota would be two-faced at minimum. When I learned about his past, from him and from my lawyer, I equated him to something like the schoolyard bully. This type of person has no control in their lives at all, often living in some sort of hell, and the only place they can release their frustrations is outside of that environment. I don’t believe that Dakota has a mean bone in his body.” Tyler said staring down the doctor.

“Can you prove that?” Dr. Steinman asked.

“Yes Doctor, I believe so.” Tyler said sipping on his coffee. “One time there was a blow up during hockey practice and the coach hauled Dakota into his office followed by me. Dakota was about to be kicked off of the team. He was in tears. I never understood or believed in his hatred for me because he didn’t know me well enough to hate me. I was just the optimal target for his release of anger. With the two of us in the coach’s office I defended Dakota, saved his position on the team and figured that it was all over with.”

“But it wasn’t?” Dr. Steinman asked.

“Not at all. When the coach left he apologized, cried, and we even hugged. After getting changed and out of there I learned that Dakota told some shit about how he told the coach what he was going to do and that he was really running the team. Less than thirty minutes later he was dissing me in front of his posse.” Tyler said and Dr. Steinman smiled at Tyler’s choice of words.

“Another time, during a game we both got hurt and we were alone in the showers together while the team was playing. I had to help him change and get showered. When we were alone he reverted back to being a little boy who needed a parent’s help and was genuinely grateful. Back outside he was the ‘evil Bart Simpson’.” Tyler said and Dr. Steinman slurped some coffee and smiled.

“Unlike most people, I’ve seen the other side of Dakota, the real person inside and he’s anything but evil. Can you imagine being locked up underground with an ankle bracelet and held in a cell?” Tyler posed, but Dr. Steinman’s expression never changed. “How does one blame the person who is most supposed to love and nurture you? The one you trust and try to please just tells you, that you are shit! We all have to release some steam when the pot is about to explode.” Tyler said and stopped abruptly. He opened his mouth and then closed it.

“You were going to add something?” Dr. Steinman asked.

Tyler’s eyes moved down to the desk and then around the room. “I guess not.”

“Please! If you have a question, then ask.” He said.

“Can I see Dakota? Today?” Tyler leaned forward and pleaded. Dr. Steinman looked away. “I want him to know that we are here to support him and we’re not going to abandon him.”

“We?”

“Me, Cody, and Ryan.” Tyler said and Dr. Steinman tapped on his computer.

“I see we have Ryan booked for an appointment on… Thursday!” Dr. Steinman said and Tyler smiled.

“Does Dakota know that I am here?” Tyler asked and Dr. Steinman shook his head. “I think it would boost his spirits.”

“That’s not how things are done around here Tyler.” Dr. Steinman said.

“Wouldn’t you like to see his reaction when he sees me?” Tyler asked and Dr. Steinman didn’t react.

“Just give me a moment Tyler.” He said getting up. “Make yourself comfortable… lie down on the couch if you like?” Tyler furrowed his brow.

“RUSTY?” Tyler called and Rusty opened the door. “Might as well come in and have a seat.” Rusty smiled and came inside and closed the door. “Have a seat!” Tyler said pushing the other chair out. “Tell me about your problems?” He asked holding an imaginary pen and pad of paper. Rusty slapped his knee as he laughed.

“You doing okay Tyler?” He asked.

“Just frustrated. My friend is in here and all I want to do is say hi, hug him, tell him I am here for him.” Tyler moaned.

“I’m sure you’ll get to see him in a monitored meeting.” Rusty consoled and Tyler rolled his eyes.

“I don’t care if the National Guard is circling us. I just want him to know that his friends haven’t deserted him.”

“It’s often tougher for the friends and family on the outside. The people inside know what their families are doing at almost any moment of the day but those on the outside don’t have a clue what goes on in here.” Rusty sighed.

“What colour uniform does he Dakota where?” Tyler asked.

“I couldn’t tell you for sure because Dr. Hutchinson deals with all of them but Dr. Steinman tends to work with less intense people in here. Probably wearing orange or blue.” Rusty pondered.

“If I get to see him I want to wear the same colour uniform as him.” Tyler said and Rusty’s eyes widened, as did his smile.

“What are you talking about Tyler?” Rusty asked laughing.

“If I’m in here I want to meet Dakota as an equal. Not dressed in street clothes while he’s wearing some blue prison suit.” Tyler said and Rusty nodded.

“You’re good people Tyler.” Rusty said as he lightly banged his closed fist on Tyler’s knee.

Dr. Steinman returned and Rusty jumped up to his feet. “I asked him to come in and keep me company.” Tyler said and Dr. Steinman didn’t seem to care.

“I just got off the phone with Dr. Hutchinson and he’s not against the idea…” He said.

“But?” Tyler asked and Dr. Steinman looked over at Tyler.

“No buts, however there are a few rules.”

“Anything you say!” Tyler beamed.

“You can’t discuss Cody or Ryan or refer to them. You can’t touch him.” Dr. Steinman said.

“WHAT? I’m going to hug him when I see him. I hugged him in the police station and promised him when I saw him next the first thing I would do is hug him!”

Rusty interrupted and said, “Tyler was just saying while you were gone that if he gets to see Dakota he wants to wear the same clothes as Dakota. He doesn’t want him to feel they are anything other than equals.” Dr. Steinman smiled and shook his head.

“Tyler, if I say stop or you can’t discuss that, you MUST stop!” Dr. Steinman said and Tyler nodded.

“Could you not tell Dakota who is visiting him? Just tell him that someone is here to see him?” Tyler asked of Dr. Steinman who glanced over at Rusty.

“I can do whatever! Tyler’s promised to bring cookies next time.” Rusty joked.

“Funny you mentioned that! Dr. Reynolds wrote something about his cookies in his report.” Dr. Steinman said.

“I told Tyler that he isn’t allowed to bring food into Bethanna.” Rusty said hoping he wasn’t in trouble.

“Go get this man some scrubs!” Dr. Steinman said.

“What colour is Mr. Thompson wearing?” Rusty asked. Dr. Steinman looked on his computer.

“He’s in Pod 4 so he’ll be wearing orange.” He said.

“Can I walk with Rusty to get him?” Tyler asked and Rusty answered before Dr. Steinman could.

“No Tyler. It’s not a safe environment for visitors. Bending a few rules around here is one thing but not at anyone’s loss of safety.” Rusty said and Dr. Steinman nodded his agreement. “Visitor’s area?”

“No, bring him here. It’s a better chance to observe Dakota’s reaction in a private setting.” Dr. Steinman said.

“I’ll need a 30-30 from you doc!” Rusty said and Dr. Steinman wrote a note on a pad.

“You need a gun?” Tyler asked stepping back and Rusty laughed.

“No Tyler, I need a doctor’s permission to bring him into this area of Bethanna. Typically they are not allowed in here at all.” Rusty said as Dr. Steinman handed him a piece of paper that looked like a prescription. “C’mon Tyler and I’ll take you to change. Rusty held open the door and Tyler exited. As he was closing it Rusty said to Rik, “This is a first!” Dr. Steinman nodded and smiled.

Rusty took Tyler into another pod. This was where Dakota had originally arrived. “Stacey?” He called through the speaker. A lady came over to a desk and buzzed them both in.

“Since when do they come in a different entrance?” She asked glaring at Tyler.

“Stacey, this is Tyler. He’s only visiting and we need to suit him up in something orange.” Rusty joked.

“Are you serious Rusty?”

“I am and we’ll be back shortly for him to change back into his clothes.” Rusty said and she glared at Tyler again.

“I don’t think she likes me.” Tyler said.

“Stacey don’t like work all that much.” Rusty said laughing.

Stacey pushed down the speaker button and said, “I heard that!” Rusty laughed while Tyler thought of Danny. Another door buzzed off to their right. Rusty opened it and led Tyler in.

“Wow, you have a shower in a change room?” Tyler asked.

“Not exactly… look at the hose hanging on the wall in the shower.” Rusty said and started laughing.

“Point noted!” Tyler said. “Do I put it on over my clothes or get changed?

“You get naked son!” Rusty laughed.

“Where do I put my clothes?”

“Just leave them on the table. We ain’t gonna be that long.” Rusty laughed.

Tyler quickly stripped naked and stood leaning against the wall. The buzzer on their door sounded and Stacey came in carrying a neatly folded orange suit and slippers. She paused to check out Tyler and smiled.

“Don’t be making any messes in this suit!” She warned. Tyler nodded and smiled. Stacey gave him one more up and down and smiled before she left.

“I think she was impressed. I know I am!” Rusty teased and went into a full belly laugh.

“These things really itch!” Tyler complained trying to scratch his balls through the fabric.

Rusty laughed even harder and said, “Starch, it’s one of man’s natural enemies. Let’s get going.”

Tyler returned to Dr. Steinman’s office and waited quietly as Dr. Steinman wasn’t there. A few minutes later the doctor returned and Tyler spun around in his chair and then froze. “I know that look!” He joked. “I was three hours late for my first anniversary with my girlfriend.” Tyler smiled and slumped back into his chair. “Orange looks good on you.” Tyler smiled and relaxed.

“Have you met with Dakota before?” Tyler asked.

“Five times a week.” Dr. Steinman said.

“Do you like him?” Tyler asked and the doctor’s expression became blank. “Do you see the potential in him that I see?”

“Tyler, I can’t discuss anything with you about Dakota.” He said. They both stared at each other for a moment, and then Dr. Steinman winked. Tyler’s smile returned. “I can say that I’ve never had anyone be concerned about appearing on an even par during visitations. That says a lot about you and your keen sense of awareness and intuition about others – it also shows me that you feel Dakota is someone worth fighting to help save.”

“Thank you sir.” Tyler said and exhaled. “It’s nice to hear someone unofficially agree with me.”

“Why do you say that Tyler?”

“Are you familiar with the circumstances of how my family died?” He asked and Dr. Steinman nodded. “People don’t understand why I feel responsible… the same people who tell you at the funeral they are always there for you, but never were.”

“Dr. Reynolds was right… you’re not the typical type of person we find in here.” Dr. Steinman said smiling. Tyler’s look showed concern. “I mean that in a good way.”

There were three short raps at the door.

“I want you to sit facing me and not turn around until I introduce you.” He whispered and Tyler nodded. “Come in!” He yelled. Rusty opened the door and led Dakota in. “Thank you Rusty, that will be all. Go get a coffee…”

Dakota stood in front of the closed door with his hands by his side staring at the back of the stranger’s head. “I want you to meet someone Dakota.” He said and using his fingers he called Dakota forward. Dakota walked slowly forward and Dr. Steinman nodded to Tyler. Tyler turned around in his chair with a huge grin.

“Howdy stranger.” Tyler said standing up.

“Tyler!” Dakota yelled with an ear-to-ear grin. In seconds they were embracing and Dakota picked him up and spun in around once in the air. When he set Tyler down, Dakota saw the tears streaming down Tyler’s face.

Tyler wiped his eyes and said, “It’s the starch in these suits.” Dakota grabbed him again and hugged him.

“I… I… I can’t believe you’re here.” Dakota said patting his body down to make sure it was real.

“I can remove the suit if you want to confirm?” Tyler said and winked.

“You’re my first visitor aside from Adam!” Dakota said still holding him and inhaling his scent. “And you don’t smell antiseptic!” Tyler and Dr. Steinman laughed. “Adam said both times he’s been here that you were calling the office asking about me.”

“It’s costing me a lot in home baked cookies to get info out of Adam, but all worth it.” Tyler said and then gave Dakota a quick kiss. Tyler looked over at Dr. Steinman and asked, “I hope that’s okay?”

“I didn’t see anything…” he joked.

“Is Rik a great doctor or what?” Dakota asked.

“Yeah, I can tell he cares about you… I didn’t even have to threaten him to get to see you.” Tyler said and all three laughed.

“Have a seat guys, we don’t have much time.” Dr. Steinman said. They sat down and at the same time, moved their chairs closer together, then laughed.

“I’ve missed you and been so worried about you.” Tyler said taking Dakota’s hand in his.

“Sorry, but are you two guys… together?” Dr. Steinman asked.

“No,” Tyler said, “we’re former enemies who became great friends.”

“I can’t believe you’re here.” Dakota said squeezing Tyler’s hand three times. Tyler looked over and smiled. He then tapped Dakota’s hand three times.

“Did you catch that?” Tyler asked of Dr. Steinman.

“What?” He asked shaking his head.

“Dakota just squeezed my hand three times and then I tapped him three times. It’s code meaning ‘I love you’.” Tyler said.

“You know I read something about that from Dr. Reynolds.” He said.

“Do you have any idea when I might be getting out of here?” Dakota asked and Tyler shook his head.

“Everything still has to go before a judge and Dr. Steinman and Dr. Hutchinson need to finish their analysis before it can go to a judge so you need to get off your lazy ass and tell them everything!” Tyler joked. Dr. Steinman smiled and nodded at Dakota.

“I thought I was in trouble for something…” Dakota said leaning forward and looking down at the floor. “Everything is so organized and timely around here. To be called down here and it’s not on a visitation day scared me!” After a brief pause Dakota asked, “How’s the team doing?”

“Kicking ass but I’m quitting the team.”

“No! You’re the best player on the team. You can’t quit.” Dakota urged taking Tyler’s hand in his.

“There’s some problems going on there…” Tyler said.

“Not Ryan I hope?”

 

“Nope, not Ryan. He was all jumpy at last night’s game when he knew I was coming to Bethanna today.” Tyler said and Dakota winced and looked away. “He wanted to come as well.” Dakota’s mouth opened and Tyler looked over at Dr. Steinman for help.

Dr. Steinman’s exhale made them both look at him and he in turn looked back at Dakota. “Ryan volunteered on his own to come Bethanna. He has an appointment this Thursday.” Dr. Steinman said and Dakota’s eyes started to tear up.

“There’s a whole lotta love out there for you Dakota. I said you’re not alone and I meant it.” Tyler said using his thumbs to wipe Dakota’s tears.

Dakota took a moment to compose himself, and then blinked. “Why are you wearing a monkey suit?” Tyler started laughing along with Dr. Steinman.

“I didn’t get laundry done so this was all I had.” Tyler lied.

“Okay Tyler, you owe me one!” Dr. Steinman said shaking his head, “Tell Dakota the truth.”

“Derek wore my pink one-piece today.” Tyler joked.

“The truth is Dakota… Tyler’s the first person I know of to request to wear the ‘monkey suit’ because he didn’t want you feeling ill at ease with him in street clothes.” Tyler looked away embarrassed. Dakota started crying. Tyler turned back, hugged, and held him.

“You said to me… right after the shots were fired that you would look out for me and always be there for me.” Dakota tried to speak between sobs. “I don’t deserve this Tyler.” He said and sobbed even louder.

When he calmed down Tyler said to Dakota, “I just finished saying to Dr. Steinman that we are one in the same. We both feel we’re not worthy because of things that happened in the past beyond our control.” Dakota immediately separated and stood up.

“No Ty! You had no control over the death of your parents. I should have had enough self-control not try to hurt you or anyone else.” He said leaning on the back of the chair.

“In case you haven’t figured it out Dakota, you’re forgiven for your part in all of this!” Tyler said standing up. “Once you learn to forgive yourself then things will really start to get better.” Dakota turned and looked up at Tyler. He focused in on his scar. His hand slowly moved up to touch Tyler’s head and when he did, Tyler didn’t flinch. Dakota’s hand ran down the right side of Tyler’s face and Tyler held his hand tightly to his cheek. “The worst is over and every day gets better – I promise!” Tyler pulled Dakota into a hug. Dr. Steinman watched as tears flowed down Dakota’s cheeks and he seemed to be going limp. Tyler held tight and whispered, “I love you and always will.” Dakota seemed to snap out of it and shook his head.

“Ty, don’t love a monster like me.” He said, turning away and sitting back down.

“Dakota, you never intended to hurt me.” Tyler said. “It was a cry for help. Remember the coach’s office; the shower when we both got hurt?” Dakota nodded as he wiped his tears away. “Were you lying to me when we talked?” Dakota shook his head no. “Try to separate what you know is right and true from the things your grandfather planted in your head.”

Dakota nodded again and then apologized.

“Never, ever apologize for being you. If you’re really a monster then explain why me and Ryan see so much good in you?”

“I… I… can’t and it baffles me.” Dakota said.

“From the time we first met have I ever lied to you?” Tyler asked and Dakota shook his head.

“Have I ever broken a promise to you?” Dakota again shook his head.

“Did I promise that no matter what happens I always be in your life for you?” Dakota nodded.

“You’re not in jail. You’re here getting the help you need to move on.” Dakota took Tyler’s hand and squeezed it three times.

“I’m not letting you fall backwards no matter what excuse you might try to make.” Dakota smiled and then laughed. “I’m here right now, almost in the flesh.” Tyler joked pulling on his pant leg as he kneeled down in front of Dakota. “I know good people when I see them and you are good people! Together, you and me are going to make it through this. We’ll beat the odds no matter what anyone says but we both have to work on wanting to get better.” Dakota wiped his eyes and sniffled as he nodded. “It’s not so much about me believing in you but you believing in yourself. I can’t help you if you don’t want to get better yourself.”

Dakota sat in silence for a minute and then looked up at Tyler and asked, “You really wore this monkey suit just for me?” Tyler winked and smiled.

“He really did Dakota. You got some friends out there who care more about you than most people do for their family.” Dr. Steinman said Dakota dropped his head into his hands.

“I’m scared the demon inside will return.” He said softly.

“It was never a demon Dakota.” Tyler said kneeling back down beside him. “You were a puppet being controlled by someone else. He can’t hurt you anymore so you will never have the need to hurt anyone else.”

All three sat in silence until Tyler said, “I was hoping I would cheer you up.” Tyler winked at Dr. Steinman.

“Ty, this is better than any birthday or Christmas I’ve ever had.” Dakota said and exhaled deeply. “I really didn’t think I would ever see anyone again, much less have anyone want to see me.” Tyler tapped his arm three times. Dakota smiled at the floor below him.

“You know Dakota… if I ever had to go through that night again in this life I would want to go through it with you.” Tyler said retrospectively. Dakota laughed and shook his head. “Do you know why?” Dakota shook his head. “Because I knew you never wanted to hurt me, you just wanted help.”

Dakota shook his head disbelieving Tyler. “You don’t believe me?” Dakota shrugged his shoulders. “You could have stuck a knife into me at the dorms and you didn’t! Can you tell me why?”

Water started running from Dakota’s eyes. He sniffled, wiped his eyes and said “No” shaking his head.

“Because you wanted to be rescued from that hell you were living in. If you really hated me I’d be dead right now and you’re anything but full of hate.” Tyler said and kissed his cheek.

Dakota smiled and looked up at Dr. Steinman and said, “He should be my lawyer.” All three laughed and Dakota calmed right down.

“I can have ten one hour sessions and not get to where you guys went in less than an hour.” Dr. Steinman said shaking his head.

“Maybe Tyler should be my psychologist too?” Dakota said laughing at his own joke while drying his eyes.

“It’s great to see you smile.” Tyler said. “I don’t think a day has gone by that I haven’t been thinking and worrying about you.” Dakota shook his head again.

“He’s just too much!” Dakota said laughing.

“Tyler? Would you come back and have another session with Dakota?” Dr. Steinman asked.

“Just say the time!” Tyler said and Dakota grinned and took Tyler’s hand into his. “Saturdays work best for me because I’m in school.”

“He doesn’t work Saturday, Ty.” Dakota said.

“Are you bringing cookies?” Dr. Steinman asked and Tyler grinned. “Saturday it is… what time is good for you Dakota?”

Dakota laughed and said, “Gosh… my schedule is so full right now… how about during dinner so I don’t have to eat the dog food they serve?”

Dr. Steinman smiled and shook his head. “How is ten a.m. on Saturday morning? I’ll bring the coffee, Tyler the cookies, and you bring yourself.” He said.

Dakota smiled. “Thanks Rik for breaking some rules to let me see Ty.”

“Can I keep the suit? Would be fun to wear to class.” Tyler asked and Dr. Steinman shook his head.

“You’re more likely to find yourself getting arrested wearing that and I don’t think Stacey would be very happy.” He said.

Tyler nodded. “Yeah, she didn’t take too well to my requesting the suit… until she saw me naked. I think I have a date Friday night.” Tyler joked and Dr. Steinman found that to be really funny.

“How’s Derek? And Danny and Cody?” Dakota’s eyes lit up as he asked.

“All are good, just waiting for you to move in with us.” Tyler said and Dakota sniffed back a tear. “We’ve got two puppies now, Echo and Chaos.” Dr. Steinman laughed at the choices of names. “They’re golden lab puppies and so adorable. They’re going to love you.”

“I can’t wait. I just hope it happens.” Dakota said. Tyler squeezed his hand three times.

“Did you know I changed courses?” Tyler asked and Dakota shook his head. “I’m in the culinary program now. I’m going to become a chef.”

Dakota laughed. “Seriously?”

“Seriously! Never been happier! Do you like to cook?” Tyler asked.

“Actually I do…” Dakota smiled as he reminisced, “the staff at grandpa’s mansion were my only friends growing up and I got to hang out in the kitchen a lot. I can flip an egg!” He proudly announced and then laughed.

“Good! Remember Brewd Awakenings?” Tyler asked and Dakota nodded.

“Danny’s house of cinnamon buns.” Dakota said to Dr. Steinman.

“We’re going to buy it.” Tyler said.

“You and Derek?”

“Nope, you and me!” Tyler said smiling at him.

“Really?” Dakota screamed excitedly.

“Really, really.” Tyler said. “You need a job when you get out of here and it can’t hurt to butter up Dr. Steinman when you go for future sessions if you bring freshly made cinnamon buns.” Tyler teased and Dakota laughed.

“I see Dakota’s sessions lasting for years now…” Dr. Steinman said as he wrote some notes on a piece of paper.

“Thanks for coming Ty. I can’t tell you what it means to me.”

“Believe it or not it means more to me and I can tell you it’s a lot tougher to break in here than it is to break out.” Tyler joked.

“It’s really pretty good in here. Actually it’s great compared to my last place.” Dakota said with a wink. “All the people are really good. I almost think I would like to come back here one day and give some back of what I’ve received.”

“I’ve got another appointment guys so let’s say our goodbyes until Saturday.” Dr. Steinman said standing up with a small piece of paper in his hand.

Tyler and Dakota stood up and embraced one more time. “Thanks for being alive Tyler. Thanks for being in my life.”

“Don’t ever let anyone shut your heart down again Dakota.” Tyler said kissing his cheek. They parted but held each other’s hands. Tyler looked into his eyes and said, “I love you.”

“I love you too Ty.” Dakota said, then he walked up to the door and called for Rusty.

Rusty opened up the door smiling at both of them. “Tyler’s bringing cookies on Saturday!” Dakota said grinning.

“Damn sweet! I’m working this weekend.” Rusty said laughing. “I’ll be right back to get you Tyler.” Dakota peeked in the door as Rusty closed it and mouthed the word, “Thanks,” and smiled.

Tyler flopped down in the chair. “That was exhausting.”

“I’m not surprised.” Dr. Steinman said.

“I feel like I’ll get a full night’s sleep tonight.” Tyler said and then stood up. “Sorry, do you want me to wait outside the door?”

“No, you’re fine. I’m done for the day.” He said with a grin and then handed Tyler a page from his prescription pad. It read, “Bring cookies on Saturday.” Tyler laughed.

“Show it to whoever is at the door on your way out so they can write it down or else you won’t be allowed to bring anything in.” He said.

Tyler raised his eyebrows. “So I better make sure I have enough for the front office, security, us, and Stacy then?” Tyler joked and Dr. Steinman laughed. “So did you see everything in Dakota I was telling you about?” Dr. Steinman looked up at Tyler, winked, and then looked back at his desk.

“Yes!” Tyler said pumping his fist in the air. Dr. Steinman didn’t look up but he smiled. “Thank you again for allowing me to see Dakota and if you need to meet with me privately I can come in before or stay later. I don’t work until around five p.m. that night.”

Dr. Steinman nodded and then asked, “Were you serious about buying a restaurant?”

“Yes sir, it’s actually a coffee shop. Adam Fletcher is handling the details; feel free to ask him about it. Buying it will help me land immigrant status for staying here in the U.S. and while Dakota has lots of potential he’s not a student. I think something where he is working with his hands and at the same time working for himself will help him pass the time.”

“You don’t have to call me sir, Tyler.” He said with a smile.

“Thank you but it’s just showing respect for you and your title. I need you to help me to help Dakota and I’m going to do whatever it takes to prove to you that I’m better for him than a jail cell.”

“I think I already know that.” Dr. Steinman said as Rusty tapped on the door and came in.

“Thank you again for your time Dr. Steinman.” Tyler said extending his hand across the desk. “You’ve managed to help two people in need in one session.”

Dr. Steinman smiled and said, “Well then… I can go home. Don’t lose that script Tyler!”

Tyler handed it to Rusty. Rusty read it and laughed. “You need to show it to the front office before I leave.” Tyler said as they walked down the corridor towards the pod with Stacey.

“What time is your appointment on Saturday?” Rusty asked.

“Ten a.m. should I be here an hour before again?” Tyler asked and Rusty laughed.

“Hell no! Nine-thirty would be great. As long as you make it through the metal detector you’ll be inside in no time.” Rusty said as he pushed the button for Stacy to let them both in.

Stacey smiled at Tyler and Tyler smiled back. “I’m coming back on Saturday morning… with cookies!” Tyler said holding up the script to the glass for her to read.

She pressed the button for the intercom and said, “Are you bringing me some?”

Tyler nodded and said, “Can I wear this again on Saturday?” Stacey nodded and laughed.

“Never heard of anyone wantin’ to wear one of these but whatever Sugar…” She said and held the button down to open the door.

Kyle’s phone began vibrating in the middle of last class. He carefully pulled it out of his pocket and opened it under the desk. ‘Back at school 123 Kurt’ Kyle smiled and the teacher looked at him.

“Mr. Anderson, I’ll see you after class.” Mr. Hale said. Kyle frowned and nodded as everyone looked around at him. Mr. Hale approached and said, “I’ll take that electronic device please.”

“I can’t sir!”

“Yes you can or we’ll have a meeting with Mr. Tinsley after school.” He threatened.

“Fine with me but you’re not taking this phone and I have his permission to have it and use it!” Kyle said. Mr. Hale glared at him.

“We’ll see about that after class Mr. Anderson and next class you can apologize to me in front of the class for your rudeness!” He said walking back to the front of the class.

“Or the other way around…” Kyle mumbled and the students around him laughed.

“Were you saying something Mr. Anderson?” He yelled.

“Yes sir. I said or the other way around!” Kyle said glaring back at him.

“Hey?” Derek said answering his phone.

“Hey yourself!” Tyler said.

“You sound happy? Everything go okay?” Derek asked.

“It was really good. Just wanted to let you know I’m sitting in the parking lot and about to head home.”

“I’m just off the bus and walking into Safeway with Danny.”

“Okay, I want you to keep this quiet and just yes or no…” Tyler said.

“Uh huh…” Derek said suspiciously.

“Saturday night… Trent’s birthday party?” Tyler tossed out.

“Does this involve me at all?” Derek feared.

“Only in preparation.”

“I like it then!” Derek said grinning.

“I have another meeting with Dakota and Dr. Steinman on Saturday morning so I need to make cookies. Can I text you a list of items I need?”

“Sure, but take your time to make it up. We’re sneaking Fulton out of work to pick up his van and I think Trent is almost done.”

“Great! I owe you. Can I talk to Danny for second and fill him in?”

“Be my guest…” Derek said passing the phone over. “It’s your mom.” Derek joked. Danny cringed and Derek laughed.

“Mom?” Danny said cautiously.

“He’s just fucking with you!” Tyler said and Danny stuck out his tongue at Derek.

“Saturday night!” Tyler said.

“Uh huh?” Danny asked.

“Surprise birthday party for Trent. Do you like the idea?” Tyler asked.

“Hell yeah! Can we make it informal?”

“Ummm, yeah I thought it would be?”

“I mean naked!” Danny said laughing and Tyler shook his head.

“You’re going to find a butcher right?”

“As soon as Trent is finished work.” Danny said.

“Good, so I need you to subtly find out what he likes to eat. Steaks, sausages, burgers etc… We’ll probably end up with Fulton and family so we need some kids food… maybe Travis as well?” Tyler pondered.

“I gotcha, fill the freezer!” Danny teased.

“I’ll pay for it!” Tyler said.

“It will be my contribution Ty, besides I’ll eat most of it anyway!” Danny joked.

“Whatever… we need to find out about what he likes in cake, figure out some presents, etc…” Tyler asked.

“I can handle it! I won’t let you down.”

“When you’re naked I’m always up so I didn’t think you would.” Tyler teased.

“If your boyfriend heard what you just said…” Danny joked.

“What?” Derek asked.

“He likes my ass better than yours!” Danny said holding the phone.

“DANIEL!!!” Tyler yelled and they both laughed.

“Bus is here, we love you, laterz, don’t call back…” Danny said and closed the phone.

“You’re evil and I already told him we’re at Safeway. What did he say?” Derek asked.

“Surprise birthday party Saturday night for Trent, get food, think of presents.” Danny rhymed off.

“He’s going to text me a grocery list shortly.” Derek said as they walked through the parking lot.

“Should you make sure that Trent isn’t working Saturday night and is working through the day so that we can set up without him around?” Danny asked. Derek paused making Danny stop. Derek grabbed him and kissed him.

“Now I know why Tyler keeps you around.” Derek said.

“It’s my bubble butt!” Danny said as they continued walking through the parking lot.

“I thought it was to make sure the cinnamon buns never go stale but whatever…” Derek said shaking his head.

“Wanna hold hands?” Danny teased.

“No.”

“Can I ride in the cart?”

“No!”

“Do you love me?” Danny asked in a childish voice.

“More than you or I understand…” Derek said pushing Danny through the automatic door first.

“Afternoon Derek.” Miriam said.

“Hi Miriam.” Derek said, shocked that she acknowledged him, much less remembered his name. “Is Mr. Gilbert in right now?” Miriam contorted her face and Derek and Danny laughed.

“He’s out for his daily massage!” Miriam said, cupping her hand and shaking it up and down.

“Rub and Tug?” Danny said and Miriam laughed.

“I need to steal Fulton for a minute to go pick up his van so I can have my Jeep back. Is it okay for him to step out for a couple of minutes?” Derek asked quietly.

“Honey, you could rob this place blind today and all you would get is a standing ovation from management.” Miriam teased and Derek’s eyes narrowed. “He don’t know what I’m talking about!” She said to Danny.

“Am I in trouble?” Derek asked and she laughed.

“If today repeats itself Trent is going to be employee of the month!” She said and added, “Word around management here is that you straightened him out.”

“Straightened?” Danny whispered and snorted.

“Nah, I didn’t do anything.” Derek said and Danny’s mouth dropped open.

“What? You changed his whole world this weekend!” Danny said and Derek glared at him.

“Ah hah!” Miriam said laughing. “Gerry is in the best mood in weeks thanks to you!” Derek smiled. “All those cartons containing cereal got wet because the roof is leaking. Trent tore the cartons apart and saved most of it but the ones that were damaged are now on display with a sign saying ‘Buy two, get one FREE’.

“Brilliant!” Derek said. “I know that it’s been frustrating Gerald.”

“There’s more!” Miriam squealed. “It was Trent’s idea! So thank you for turning him around!”

“I really didn’t do anything.” Derek said. “So it’s okay to steal Fulton for ten minutes?”

“It’s fine with me but you gots to ask Gerry first!” She said with a wink.

“Thanks Miriam.” Derek said stepping away.

“Derek?” She called and he turned, “The cookies were amazing and that was very kind of you!”

“I’m just sucking up, hoping to keep my job another week.” Derek said with a wink.

“Better get your butt back in the kitchen then!” She said winking back at him.

After the bell rang Kurt headed straight to Kyle’s locker, but he wasn’t there. He searched up and down the hall, and couldn’t find him. He did see Chris approaching so he crossed the hall and leaned against a fire extinguishing station so he didn’t have to confront him.

Jamie didn’t bother to shower after gym class and just got changed because they ran right to the final bell. He hurried to get to his locker and then make the bus when he saw Kyle being forcibly escorted down to the office by Mr. Hale. He headed back to Jessica’s locker and found her.

“I’m not going to be on the bus tonight.” Jamie said.

“K…” She said texting away.

“Kyle was just hauled down to the office.”

“What?” She shrieked.

“I’m going to wait at his locker and make sure he’s okay.”

“Me too! Don’t leave there, I’ll be right over.” She said without ever looking at him. Jamie shook his head and left for Kyle’s locker.

Kurt saw Jamie approach him and was just about to call his name when Jamie called, “Chris.” Chris looked over at him with his backpack slung over his shoulder.

“Were you in Kyle’s last class?” Jamie asked and Chris shook his head. “I just saw him getting hauled into the office by Mr. Hale.” Chris’ eyes widened and Kurt wondered what they were talking about.

“He probably farted or something… doesn’t take much to set Mr. Hale off.” Chris said locking his locker and walking off. Jamie watched him leave shaking his head.

Kurt came up behind him and said, “Boo.” Jamie spun around and smiled.

“Hey! I want to kiss you right now.” Jamie whispered amongst the noise in the hallway. Kurt smiled and bit down on his lower lip. “I didn’t think you would be back today.”

“Didn’t take that long.” Kurt said, frowning.

“Oh…” Jamie sighed. “Kyle was just being taken to the office by Mr. Hale.”

“What? Why?”

“I dunno. He didn’t have his coat so I thought I would wait here for him and make sure he’s okay.”

“Me too! I’m going to phone home and let his mom know we’re going to be late.” Kurt said pulling out his cell phone.

“Any word?” Jessica asked as she approached still texting.

“How did you make it here without taking your eyes off that phone?” Jamie teased.

“I’ve got GPS…” Jessica said ignoring him.

Over the speaker system they heard, “Kurt Altman to the office, Kurt Altman.” All three looked at each other wide eyed.

“What seems to be the problem today Mr. Hale?” Mr. Tinsley asked.

“Would you tell Mr. Hale to take his hands off me?” Kyle said angrily.

“Release Kyle, Mr. Hale.” Mr. Tinsley said, rubbing his forehead.

“Kyle Anderson was using his cell phone during class. I tried to take it away from him but he refused and said he had your permission.” Mr. Hale said, and firmly lifted his jaw up to the heavens for divine confirmation.

“Mr. Anderson does have permission to possess and use a cell phone in this school!” Mr. Tinsley said and exhaled.

“Why was I not aware of this!” Mr. Hale demanded to know and Kyle raised his hand.

“Yes Kyle?” Mr. Tinsley said.

“When he’s done may I explain what actually happened?” Kyle asked and Mr. Tinsley closed his eyes for a second.

“Must you?” He asked.

“Not if you don’t want to hear both sides.” Kyle said and sat down in one of the two seats. “My version will clear things up… faster!”

“Sit down Mr. Hale.” He said and extended his hand to Kyle.

“As you know Kurt had to be in court today.” Kyle said. Mr. Tinsley nodded.

“Who’s Kurt?” Mr. Hale demanded to know.

“Gordon! Please!”

“Kurt sent me a text message.” Kyle said opening the phone and showing the text message to Mr. Tinsley.

“Back at school one two three Kurt.” Mr. Tinsley read aloud. Kyle took his phone back, and punched a few buttons. “As you will see I never sent a text message back and I had it on vibrate so it didn’t disturb anyone.”

“Who’s this Kurt?” Mr. Hale demanded to know. Kyle rolled his eyes and Mr. Tinsley held his palm up at Mr. Hale.

“Kurt had to let me know he was back because that means I have to make sure we walk to and ride the bus together and because of Mr. Hale I’m not sure where Kurt is right now!” Kyle said slowly raising his voice and glaring at Mr. Hale.

Mr. Tinsley spun around and flipped two switches and picked up a microphone, “Kurt Altman to the office, Kurt Altman!” He then clicked it off.

“Mr. Hale spotted me holding the phone, down under my desk I might add, and made a huge scene about it disturbing everyone. He tried to take the phone and I told him I was allowed to have it and he told me that I would be apologizing to the class next time for disrespecting him in front of the other students!” Kyle said almost to the point of yelling.

“Here comes Kurt!” Mr. Tinsley said looking through the glass wall to the main office. “You better get going Kyle.” He said, offering the mildest apologetic grin.

“What?” Mr. Hale yelled standing up. “This is preposterous! How am I supposed to control the vermin when they’re not paying attention in class?”

“Mr. Hale?” Kyle said, “Sorry for disturbing your class but it was an emergency.” Kyle looked over at Mr. Tinsley who smiled and nodded.

“What? What the hell is going on around here?” Mr. Hale demanded.

“Close the door on your way out Kyle.” Mr. Tinsley said, sitting back down and rubbing his eyes. “Gordon, do you remember the lock down last week?”

“I had to go to the bathroom and I was stuck in a classroom with those rude, mindless midgets…” He began. Mr. Tinsley just rubbed his eyebrows and leaned back in his chair.

Kurt stood and watched inside the office as Kyle stood and left Mr. Tinsley’s office. “Everything okay?” Kurt asked.

“Fine now!” Kyle said, taking Kurt by the arm to the front desk and ringing the bell for service. Mrs. Murray looked up and snarled at Kyle, then smiled at Kurt.

“How can I help you?” She asked as both boys wrote a list of their teacher’s names down on separate pieces of paper.

“Put your name at the top Kurt.” Kyle ordered. Kurt wrote his name, and then handed it to Kyle, who in turn handed it to Mrs. Murray. “Would you be so kind as to send a note to the following teachers and remind them that we are allowed to have and use cell phones in class?” She looked at him and snarled. “Told ya!” Kyle said and they both laughed.

“I’ll have to have Mr. Tinsley look at this.” She said in a surly voice.

“Please do and blame the idea on me! Next time some sad excuse for a teacher like Mr. Hale publically humiliates me you’ll be hearing from my Dad’s lawyer!” Mrs. Murray gave him a cold look. “And Kurt, you’re my witness that I tried to solve the problem!” Kyle said and turned and walked out.

“He’s just having a bad day.” Kurt said nodding at her with a smile as he walked to the door. “Thank you for your help.” Mrs. Murray faked a smile and nodded.

“What happened?” Kurt asked running to catch up to Kyle.

“I’ll tell ya over a blowjob.” Kyle winked and Kurt smiled. “What happened at court?”

“Shshhh!” Kurt said holding one finger up to his mouth as they headed towards Kyle’s locker.

“Wanna go over to Donut Villa and binge on sugary substances?” Kyle asked as they turned the corner to the hallway that held his locker.

“I’ll buy.” Kurt added happily.

“Hey, there’s Jamie and Jessica!” Kyle said as they hurried towards his locker. “By the way, Jessica thinks you guys make a cute couple.”

“Huh?” Kurt yelped just before they arrived at his locker.

“How many detentions?” Jessica asked still not looking up from her cell phone.

“None for me, not sure about Mr. Hale though. He’s still getting his ass reamed by Mr. Tinsley.” Kyle grinned and they all started laughing.

“So not a Kodak moment!” Jessica said, without looking away from her cell phone.

“As long as you’re okay.” Jamie said.

“Fine, and Kurt’s buying at Donut Villa! Wanna come?” Kyle offered as he patted Kurt’s back.

“Call Mom and let her know that we are not on the bus please?” Jamie asked.

“I’ll call her when we get there.” Jessica said, taking Kyle’s hand in hers and walking ahead of Kurt and her brother. Jamie and Kurt looked at each other and smiled.

 “MOM!!!!!” Luke yelled running in the front door with Casey and Sacha tagging along behind.

“Lucas! Don’t yell. I’m in the kitchen.” Luke ran into the kitchen and found his mother finishing up five peanut butter sandwiches, all sliced on a diagonal and stacked on a plate.

“You’re the best mom in the world.” Luke said reaching up for a kiss. Casey and Sacha also piled on for hugs and kisses.

“How was school today, guys?” She asked.

“Great.” Sacha said, “Thanks for lunch.”

“You’re welcome honey but the truth is that Kurt did most of the work.” Linda said as she smiled and tugged lightly on his chin.

“Mom I need chocolate chip cookies for my class on Friday.” Luke said as he poured three chocolate milks.

“I’m getting five days notice? This is like a birthday present.” Linda teased.

“I also need to know where all of our 4th of July junk is?” Luke asked working on his second half of the peanut butter sandwich.

“It’s… ummm… in the attic I think and it’s in one of those Rubbermaid containers. It should be marked.” Linda said stirring a pot.

“What’s for dinner?” Casey asked looking into the pot.

“Chicken ‘n dumplings.”

“Mmmmm smells good!” Casey said.

“Mom!!!”

“Luke, I’m right behind you. Stop yelling.” She warned.

“Do we still have those army fatigues that Kyle and I wore for Halloween a couple of years ago?” Luke demanded.

“Probably in a box in the attic…” Linda said exasperated from Luke’s demands.

“Thanks Mom, you’re the best.” Luke said, grabbing two more halves of peanut butter sandwiches and heading upstairs.

“Don’t forget your homework guys.” She reminded.

“We won’t…” Casey moaned leaving with Sacha in tow. Luke had stripped to his Kraft teddy bear boxers and socks by the time the boys made it to their bedroom.

“Attic! Now!” Luke said rushing past them.

Sacha and Casey followed.  “There are two stairways up to the third floor?” Sacha asked.

“Yup, this is one big mansion we’re living in…” Casey said leading the way up the darkened staircase.

In the attic Luke tore the place apart. “There must thirty Rubbermaid containers here?”

“That one over there has flags in it.” Sacha pointed.

Luke grabbed Sacha’s face and kissed him on the lips. “I love you.” Luke ran over and climbed up over several boxes to pull it out of the middle of a stack of containers. He opened the lid and peaked inside. “Perfect! Now split up and start searching for the Halloween costumes. Sacha carried the 4th of July container while Luke and Casey each carried two boxes of Halloween costumes. Luke slammed the door to the attic shut and shivered.

“Okay guys, start going through these four boxes and look for army stuff. Just toss it on the floor and we’ll clean it up later.” He said walking off to the bedroom with the 4th of July container.

“Here in the hallway?” Sacha asked and Casey shook his head.

“Let’s go through each one together and then we can repackage it back up.” Casey said. “My mom would shit down my throat if I dumped this stuff all over the hallway.” Sacha giggled at the expression.

“This looks like army clothes.” Sacha said holding one piece up in the air. Casey looked over and smiled.

“Good! Pull out anything that is green or like that camouflage jacket you’re holding.” Casey asked. “Hey, I found the army cam makeup!” He said holding up three-face paint jars.

“Cool!” Sacha beamed.

Sacha carried everything back to the bedroom while Casey repacked the boxes and stacked them in Derek’s bedroom.

“Nice work Sacha! Okay, let’s figure out how we can divide this up… Casey can wear Kyle’s costume because he’s the biggest.” Casey winked at Sacha who covered his mouth. “Sacha, try on these camouflage track pants and sweat shirt.

“What are you going to wear?” Casey asked as he stripped down.

“A suit and tie. I’ve got to look the part if we’re going to raise the money!” He said and Casey sarcastically nodded in agreement. Sacha grinned at Casey. “I think Derek has an American flag tie… be right back.” Casey shook his head.

“Are we going to get in trouble?” Sacha whispered.

“You won’t be but I have a feeling Luke and I will.” Casey said sadly. Sacha came right over and hugged Casey.

“Thanks for taking care of me. No one has done more for me than you.” Sacha whispered being careful to listen for Luke.

“I don’t really do anything.” Casey said savouring the hug.

“You’re the best friend I’ve ever had.” Sacha said quietly and then added, “I love you.” Casey squeezed him tighter and tried to wipe his eye before releasing Sacha. They both heard Luke running up the stairs and parted.

“Ta da!” Luke said showing off his now tied American flag tie. Both boys stared at him. “What?”

“We still don’t know what we’re doing.” Casey said on behalf of both boys.

“We’re raising money for the school.” Luke said. “Now each of you put on one of these American flag pins. Casey, put on this American flag bandana.” Luke ordered. Luke leaned down to Sacha and whispered in his ear while handing him some American flag pins to put in his pocket.

“Uh huh…” Sacha mumbled and Casey stared at them.

“Would you like me to leave the room?” Casey asked coldly.

“No. Don’t be like that. I need Sacha to handle the back up plan and I don’t want you to laugh at him when he does it.” Luke said, glaring back at him.

“Fine…” Casey said.

“Casey?” Luke pleaded. “I’m not trying to be mean. I just don’t want you rolling your eyes and giving anything away.” Casey’s face soured. “Trust me! Now go out to the front yard and bring the flag down off of the pole.” Casey’s eyes widened and he walked out of the room. “Sacha, I need you to go to the garage and behind the door are several old broom sticks with the ends broken. Grab the longest one. Some of them are from old snow shovels so don’t grab one that still has a handle on it.” Sacha stared at him.

“What?”

“Why are you being mean to Casey?” Sacha asked.

“I’m not being mean… okay, I’m not trying to be mean.” Luke said sitting down on the bed and pulling Sacha down beside him. “Lots of times when I say something I see Casey roll his eyes at those around us. That’s fine! He doesn’t have to agree with me but this is important and I don’t want him doing anything to screw this up.”

“Okay…” Sacha said standing up, “but you’re still being mean. He’s your best friend.” Sacha walked out of the room. Luke sat back down and sighed.

Luke realized he needed to attach the flag to the broomstick and would need tacks or nails or tape so he headed downstairs to find his mother. Casey came in the door at the same time. “Can I see you up in the bedroom in five minutes?” Casey wouldn’t look him in the eye and stormed upstairs.

“Mom?” Luke called walking into the kitchen.

“Laundry room!” She yelled over the sound of the dryer running.

“What’s the code for Mrs. Hall’s buzzer?” Luke asked.

“Why?” Linda asked narrowing her eyes.

“We’re canvassing to raise money for the school.”

“That would explain the suit and tie then…” Linda mused.

“She’s rich and I want to hit her up for some dough.” Luke grinned.

“You’re not going to harass Mrs. Hall!” Linda ordered.

“Mom… I don’t harass!” Luke whined. Linda stared at him. “Much… but this is important. Idiots trashed the swings and jungle gym at school over the holidays and now none of the little kids have anything to play on at recess or lunch time.”

“Oh goodness. That’s awful!” Linda said, folding jeans.

“The school got insurance money but the board took it and won’t let them replace the stuff because the new safety laws require newer, more expensive equipment to do the same thing and they won’t cough up the extra money.” Luke pleaded.

“And what’s in it for you?” Linda asked. Luke grinned. “I knew it!”

“Don’t say it like that! If I can raise the money on my own then three things will happen.” Linda raised one eyebrow. “Our class gets to have a little party at school on Friday; everyone in the class gets five hours community service credited to our accounts, and…”

“It’s the ‘and’ that scares me Luke.”

“Next year I can run for Student President and this will look good.” Luke said grinning. Linda shook her head. “Oh, and I need your cell phone. I want anyone donating to have the opportunity to phone you to confirm.” Linda raised her eyebrows. “All monies collected are to be by check and have to be made out to the ‘Baltimore District Board of Education’. No cash! I don’t want you to say anything or start any conversations if they do call. I don’t want my sales pitch ruined.” Linda laughed.

“I think someone is waiting for you?” Linda said and Luke turned around to see Sacha standing there holding a broom handle.

“Thanks mom.” Luke said kissing her cheek. “Sacha, go wait by the front door.”

“Luke?” She called and he turned around. “Four short buzzes.”

“Oh Mom, I need sharp tacks or nails to attach the flag to the broom handle!”

“No you don’t!” Linda said without looking down at him.

Luke curled his lip at her as he left the laundry room and ran into the kitchen and grabbed the cell phone from the charger. “I’ll be right back!” Luke said hopping around Sacha on the staircase.

Luke came into the bedroom and very quietly closed the door. “We have a problem.”

“What?” Casey asked unenthusiastically.

“You!” Luke said and sat down beside him on the bed. “If you hate me or you’re mad at me then just say so and stay here.” Casey looked over at Luke. “Casey you laugh at everything when I’m dishing it out, be it in school or at home you’re the first one to break up laughing.” Casey looked down at the floor. “This is a serious cause and if you start grinning or laughing no one is going to donate. I’m not asking you to say anything. Just stand there and hold the flag. Come and help or stay home – it’s your call. Be mad at me or not – but you can’t do anything that suggests we’re not legit.”

“So we’re not telling the truth?” Casey asked.

“Of course not! We wouldn’t get any money that way.”

“So you’re going to lie?”

“Of course I am. People are stupid… look at the people who vote Congress in! The difference here is that the end result is a good cause.” Luke said. “Case, you are and always will be my best friend in the world – even if you don’t like me or don’t want to help out, no one will ever replace you, but if you can’t play the part then there’s no point in coming because in the end… all the little kids at Parkview lose out.”

“What did you say to Sacha?” Casey asked and Luke sighed.

“If they don’t give or try to close the door on me Sacha is going to pout and ask them if they are real Americans.” Luke said. Casey burst into laughter and fell backwards on the bed. “See!” Casey continued to giggle.

Casey stood up and said, “I can do this.” Luke raised one eyebrow and held the door open for Casey.

“How many hours is this going to take?” Sacha asked, as Luke and Casey taped the flag to the broomstick.

“If it takes more than one hour I’m returning my Anthony Robbin’s DVD for a full refund.” Luke said angrily. Casey smiled and snorted. When they got to the end of the driveway Luke pointed to their left. “See Mr. Moore’s down over there shovelling his driveway.” Both boys nodded. “Perfect… better than perfect. Let’s go see Mr. Benson. Remember guys, when I say something, the customer will turn and look at you guys for confirmation. Make sure you nod convincingly!”

<Bang, bang, bang>

The door opened and Mr. Benson looked out and then down. “What do you want Anderson?” Casey swallowed hard.

“Good day Mr. Benson. Beautiful, bright, crisp sunny afternoon isn’t it?” Luke greeted.

“It was until I answered the door…” He said narrowing his eyes.

“I won’t waste your time then. Let’s go guys.” Luke said. They turned to stare at him. “Get going guys, Mr. Moore was right…” Luke added pushing Sacha and Casey ahead of him.

“Right about what?” Mr. Benson yelled as his face became flush.

Luke climbed back up three of the five steps to his door and said, “All of the flags were stolen from our school and we’re trying raise several thousand dollars to replace them.” Mr. Benson’s grimace seemed to ease slightly, “so we are going around seeking donations. Mr. Moore was more than happy to donate being a proud American.” Sacha, without being told, climbed up the steps beside Luke. “He said he would donate double anything you gave… and then he said that he wouldn’t have to give a cent because you were too cheap!” Mr. Benson looked over at Sacha.

“Are you not a proud American?” Sacha asked innocently.

Mr. Benson glared at Sacha and barked, “Of course I’m a proud American! I served in the Korean and Vietnam wars!”

Sacha smiled and stepped closer as he removed the American flag pin from his camouflage coat and handed it to Mr. Benson. “Then you should always be wearing one of these. Have mine.” Sacha said, and then saluted Mr. Benson.

Mr. Benson looked at the pin and his eyes began to water slightly. “Sorry to have bothered you Mr. Benson.” Luke said turning Sacha around.

“Moore said what?” Mr. Benson barked.

“He said you were too cheap!” Luke repeated.

“Hang on a second…” He said and turned to go back inside his house. He returned with his checkbook and the paused to stare at Luke.

“You make it out to the Baltimore District Board of Education… sir!” Luke said smiling. Mr. Benson looked at his hand, then Luke, then Sacha, and finally set his checkbook up against the front door and started writing.

“You show that to Mr. Moore and tell him to stick it up his…” Mr. Benson said shaking his arm in the air, and then paused when he looked over at Sacha smiling at him.

“You need to put your pin on.” Sacha said.

“I’ll do it later… my arthritis is acting up today.” He barked and Sacha approached him and took the pin, opened it and pinned it on his sweater. Mr. Benson smiled down at Sacha.

“Thank you for your help sir.” Sacha said. Mr. Benson smiled and Luke snapped the check from his hand.

“America thanks you!” Luke said. Mr. Benson glared at him. They quickly headed down the driveway. Luke whispered, “Don’t laugh, smile, or say anything.”

When they passed Luke’s house on the way to Mr. Moore’s house, Casey started laughing and Sacha joined in while Luke smiled at the two of them. “You did great work Sacha! Tonight you can have Mango all to yourself!” Sacha pumped his fist in the air as he pinned on a new American flag. Casey shook his head and rolled his eyes. Luke glared at Casey, but said nothing.

“Good afternoon Mr. Moore!” Luke extended his hand, but it wasn’t taken. Mr. Moore huffed and puffed as he shovelled snow off of his driveway. Casey handed the flag to Sacha and said, “Here sir, let me take over.” Mr. Moore wasn’t about to argue the offer of free snow shovelling.

“Are you the bastard that egged my house a few years ago?” Mr. Moore asked rubbing his beard.

‘Probably…’ Casey said to himself.

“Never sir, probably my loser brother, Derek? He lives in Philadelphia now.” Luke flashed a grin.

“What do you reprobates want?”

As Luke opened his mouth, Sacha interrupted and asked, “Are you a proud American?” Mr. Moore frowned and looked over and down at Sacha.

“Of course I’m a proud American! I served in the Korean War, readied troops for the Bay of Pigs, and last year I carried the flag during the Veteran’s Day parade.”

Sacha tilted his head and frowned. “Then where is your American flag pin?” Mr. Moore scrunched his face up and leaned into Sacha’s face. Sacha never gave an inch. He carefully removed his pin and said, “Someone who served his country like you should be wearing this.” Sacha tugged on his winter coat and Mr. Moore bent down. Sacha pinned the American flag on his coat, patted it twice and then smiled at Mr. Moore.

“What do you kids want.” He asked suspiciously.

“Someone stole all of our flags at school and we’re trying to raise money to replace them.” Luke began.

“We have no flags to face when we pledge our allegiance.” Casey said returning Mr. Moore’s shovel to him. Mr. Moore looked to see that his driveway was now clean.

“I’m a senior! I don’t have any money.” He said and Sacha’s mouth dropped open as he looked over at the mansion he lived in.

“Looks like Mr. Benson was right, Luke.” Casey said, and Luke nodded.

“Benson? What did that old fart say about me?” Mr. Moore demanded to know, jabbing his shovel in the snow, and putting his clenched fists on his hips.

“He said you were too cheap to donate.” Sacha said.

“He said he would give double whatever you gave.” Luke added.

“Did he now???” Mr. Moore said staring down the street. Mr. Benson realized he was being watched and closed his door.

“See!” Sacha said pointing over at the Benson’s house.

“The old fart was just spying on me too! How much are you boys trying to raise?” Mr. Moore asked as he eyed up Luke.

“Thousands!” Luke said, “but we’re just trying to hit a few houses before it gets dark.”

“I’ll be right back.” Mr. Moore said. He returned with a checkbook and asked, “Who do I make this out to?” Staring coldly at Luke like it was a test.

“Baltimore District Board of Education! I have a cell phone right here if you want to call my mom to confirm?” Luke said smiling at him.

“I get my checks back at the end of the month.” He mumbled. “Double huh?”

“Yes sir, though you don’t know that…” Luke said winking at him. Mr. Moore grinned like the Grinch at Christmas. He tore the check out of the book and handed it to Sacha.

Sacha immediately handed it to Luke and said, “Thank you for saving our country.” Mr. Moore looked at him and couldn’t quite decide if Sacha was mocking him until Sacha went and hugged him.

“You’re welcome son.” He said almost smiling. The boys turned and left as quickly as possible. Luke looked over at Sacha and winked at him. Sacha smiled knowing he had pleased Luke.

“Nice work Casey.” Luke whispered as they walked down the street. Casey beamed with pride. They stopped in front of a house with a gate similar to the Anderson house. Luke pressed the buzzer four times in a row. They waited and he pressed it four more times. Just as they were about to walk away the gate clicked. All three boys smiled and pushed the gate open. “Okay guys, this time chill out and leave it to me. Mrs. Hall is a sweet lady!” Both boys nodded.

“Why hello Derek!” She said opening the door.

“It’s Lucas ma’am.” He said smiling at her.

“Of course Lucas… come in boys.” She said. All three boys stepped inside and Casey closed the door behind them.

“Whoa!” Sacha said looking around.

“What can I do for you today?” She asked.

“All of the little kids’ swings and jungle gym at the school were vandalized over Christmas.” Luke began and Mrs. Hall gasped. “The school board got the insurance money but won’t turn it over to the school to replace them because the new laws require much sturdier and more expensive equipment to meet current safety standards.” She gasped again and shook her head.

“That’s horrible. Did they catch who ever did it?” She asked.

Luke shook his head. “No Ma’am. We’re soliciting for donations to help raise money so the kids have a place to play during recess and over lunch time.”

“Say no more! How much are you trying to raise?” She asked.

“Well we need a total of $1600.00 to make up the difference for the new equipment from the insurance monies…” Luke said. Mrs. Hall just walked off mid sentence. The boys stood there silently. Luke turned to look at Casey and Sacha and shrugged his shoulders.

Five minutes passed.

“Maybe we should go?” Casey whispered.

“Are you okay Mrs. Hall?” Luke yelled out but no response. A minute later they heard footsteps and she reappeared carrying a check.

“I’m so sorry Lucas. I couldn’t find the key to my roll top desk. Whom do I make it out to?”

“Baltimore District Board of Education.” Luke said. She nodded, turned around, and left the room.

She returned less than a minute later saying, “I hope this will help?” As she handed the check to Luke, he looked at the check and coughed.

“Ummm Mrs. Hall?”

“Yes Lucas?” She said smiling at Casey.

“This check is made out for $16,000.00!” Luke said holding it in his trembling hand.

“Right.” She said nonchalantly.

“We’re only trying to raise $1600.00, not $16,000.00.”

“Well can they buy a few more things for the kids then?” She asked as three boys stared bug-eyed at her.

“It’s very generous Mrs. Hall, but like the government, I don’t think they would know how to handle it.” Luke said, smiling as he handed the check back to her.

“Alright if you think so.” She said and turned to walk out of the room. Casey could barely contain himself. She retuned in half the time with a check made out for $1600.00 and handed it to Luke.

“That’s very generous and very kind of you.” Luke said and reached up to give her a hug. Luke released himself and introduced Casey and Sacha. Sacha immediately gave her a tight squeeze and thanked her. Mrs. Hall was just happy to have the company. “Mom said to say hello.”

“Isn’t that wonderful! I hear you’re going to have a new baby brother or sister.” She said clasping her hands together. “I wish my daughter Sandra could have children. I’ve always wanted a grandchild.”

“We can’t wait for the new baby. Everyone is excited.” Luke said. “We must get going… dinner will be soon.”

“Oh…” Mrs. Hall said not hiding her disappointment.

“We’ll come back for a visit though.” Luke hinted.

“Any time.” Mrs. Hall said faking a smile and Luke knew it.

“This week!” Luke said giving her another hug. “Thank you again for your donation to help the kids at Parkview School.”

“It was my pleasure Luke. Be careful going down the driveway.” She said before closing the door.

As they walked back home Sacha said, “I feel awful about leaving her so quickly.”

“Me too!” Casey added.

“We’ll get Mom to take us out and we’ll buy her some flowers and take some cookies over to say thanks.” Luke promised and both boys felt better.

“I’m happy you were honest with her Luke.” Casey said, kicking snow ahead of him.

“She’s good people Case. I only take from the assmites and even then it goes to a worthy cause.” Luke said.

“The world needs more Luke Andersons!” Sacha said, and then stuck his hand into Luke’s pocket. They held hands the rest of the walk home.

“What’s everyone having?” Kurt asked pulling out his wallet.

“Green tea!” Kyle said and Kurt stared at him. “What?”

“What happened to the low blood sugar?” Kurt asked.

“I think Jessica took care of that.” Jamie whispered in Kurt’s ear loud enough for all of them to here. Jessica grinned.

“Dr. Pepper please and thanks, Kurt.” Jessica said leaning up and kissing his cheek. Kurt’s face became flush.

“Jamie?” Kurt asked.

“I’ll have whatever you’re having.” Jamie said, and Kurt sighed.

“Bet I can guess what they both really want.” Jessica whispered to Kyle.

“Shut up.” Kyle whispered grinning.

“A room…” Jessica said turning around and Kyle snorted. Jamie and Kurt turned around and looked at Kyle who shrugged his shoulders.

“Green tea!” Jamie said and Kurt smiled and rolled his eyes.

“Can I have two green teas, loose leaf, one Dr. Pepper, a black, fresh coffee and a dozen donuts? Please?” Kurt said and the girl behind the counter smiled at him.

“I know you from school don’t I?” She asked and Kurt looked at her nametag.

“Maybe?” Kurt fretted over the lock down last week.

“I’m Nicole.” She said smiling at him.

“I’m Kurt.” He said.

Jessica leaned up to Jamie’s ear and whispered, “Get in there and save your boyfriends ass!” Jamie inhaled sharply and Kyle couldn’t hold back his laughter.

“Never knew you were such a hot dresser!” Nicole said. Jessica pushed Jamie forward and he bumped into Kurt’s back. Nicole smiled and said, “I’ll be right back with your order.” Jamie turned and glared at his sister.

“You’re in trouble now…” Kyle teased from the table they sat down at.

“Yeah right… if I was wrong he wouldn’t be that angry. Jamie knows better than to fuck with me when I’m right… let’s see how smart he is?” Jessica pondered while texting.

“Jess? Seriously, drop it. Have this conversation when Kurt isn’t around. He’s been through enough in the last week.” Kyle pleaded.

“Fine…” Jessica said inhaling deeply and exhaling. Kurt and Jamie returned to the table, one with the drinks and one with the donuts.

“Be right back.” Kurt said, “I need to wash my hands.” Jamie was about to get up from his seat and Jessica pulled him back down.

“Kurt can go to the washroom on his own.” Jessica said, as she texted.

“Will you fuck off?” Jamie growled quietly.

Jessica closed her phone and looked to her right and stared at him. “They have one washroom! You would have to wait outside!” Jamie shook his head and tried to sip on his tea. “Seriously Jamie, grow up.”

“What?” Jamie snapped. Kyle turned and looked out the window.

“It’s so obvious…” She began.

“Jessica!” Kyle warned and she rolled her eyes and shut up.

“What?” Jamie asked as he glared at Kyle.

“If I’ve already figured it out.” Jessica said. “Kyle, trade seats with Jamie!” Both boys looked at each other. “Trade seats!” She ordered and Kyle moved so that he was beside Jessica. “Now they can hold hands under the table and no one will know!” Jamie glared at Kyle.

“Jessica?” Kyle pleaded. “You better spill your guts because Jamie wants to tear my face off!”

“I said to Kyle at lunch that it is so obvious that you two are in love.” She began and Jamie’s eyes widened and looked over at Kyle who shook his head and shrugged his shoulders. “Get you head out of your ass and just tell Kurt that you love him.” Jamie looked down at the table, then over at Kyle.

“Don’t look at me.” Kyle said seeing the anger in Jamie’s eyes. Kurt returned and sat down and everyone was silent. Kurt looked at Kyle who looked away.

“Did I do something wrong?” Kurt asked.

“Well that depends on who you…” Jessica began and Jamie interrupted.

“Shut the fuck up.” Jamie said.

“NO!” Jessica said, “Especially now that you are trapped in the corner.” Kyle grinned.

“What’s going on?” Kurt asked and Kyle started laughing.

“Jamie! Shut up for a second!” Kyle said, seeing the rage build up inside. “Jess, you probably got about thirty seconds.”

“I love my brother Kurt! Unlike most, he looks after me and cares for me.” She began. Jamie calmed enough to only breathe through his nose. “Girls notice things that guys don’t… at least straight guys don’t.” Kurt’s eyes widened. “Relax Kurt, this isn’t leaving the table.” Kurt glared at Kyle. “It’s so obvious that you’re in love with Jamie and he’s in love with you, so both of you get over yourselves and stop acting in front of Kyle and me.” Kyle had do look down at the table to stop from laughing. “You’re both great guys and I for one couldn’t be happier! Maybe you can get Jamie to stop acting like such a tight-ass!” She said.

Kyle lost it and burst into laughter. Jessica and Kurt joined in, and Jamie couldn’t hide his smile.

“I think you’ve made this awkward enough Jess!” Jamie scowled.

“Oh grow up! You already act like Mom and Dad. Stop being responsible and boring. Kurt’s a total hottie, you both love the same stupid sports, and no one is ever going to find out!” Jessica said.

“Well… there… you… go…” Kyle said, trying to lighten the mood. All three boys stared down at the table.

“Men are so immature…” Jessica said slurping on her drink. “Kurt?” Kurt’s eyes looked up across the table at her, but his head never moved. Jessica stared him down and smiled. Eventually Kurt smiled back. “Jamie?” She said and he glared at her. “Just admit to the three of us that you don’t care about Kurt and I’ll drop it. Just say I don’t have any feelings for Kurt.” Jamie’s face turned red.

“The truth is…” Kurt spoke up quietly, “I am in love with Jamie and have been for a long time.”

“See? That wasn’t so bad when it’s around friends you trust and people who LOVE YOU!” Jessica said glaring at her brother. “Now be a real man Jamie and tell Kurt you feel the same way.” She said. Kyle leaned on his elbow and smiled at Jamie. When he caught Jamie’s eye he gently nodded.

“Kurt already knows how I feel about him and how much he means to me.” Jamie said, and then sniffled.

“Was that so hard?” Jessica asked. Kyle and Kurt smiled, but Jamie didn’t respond. “If you two don’t grab each other’s hands under the table I am texting this out to everyone!” Jessica threatened holding up her phone.

Kyle grabbed the phone and said, “No you’re not.” Jamie smiled at Kyle for the first time since they sat down. “And your sister is right. You two are with real friends here.” Kyle said. Kurt grinned at Jessica and pulled Jamie’s hand down under the table.

“Better?” Jessica asked of Jamie. He tried to wink at her but had to wipe a tear away. “Mom and Dad will never ever know a thing!” Jamie sighed and relaxed. “And I will never hold it over your head. I just want you to be happy Jamie. I owe you so much for all you’ve done for me.”

“Did you call your mom?” Kyle asked handing her phone back.

“Shit! Do you have to be so responsible? One Jamie is enough!” She said winking at her brother. “Hey Mom? No, Kyle, and Kurt, and me are working on a project and Jamie’s in the gym. He said he would walk me home? Yeah, I know how lucky I am…” She said and crossed her eyes making all three boys laugh. “We won’t be long. I think Kurt and Kyle might come over tonight to work on this project with me? Oh? Okay? Are you driving?” Jessica held her thumb up in the air. “Pizza sounds great?” Jamie held his thumb up. “Yeah, Kurt is such a sweet guy. Wish you were going to be home to meet Kyle, he’s just as nice and smart and he hates Kara!” She said and held out the phone so they all could hear her mom laughing. “Okay, love you too! Bye!” She closed her phone.

Kyle pointed to his left and said, “She’s good!”

Jamie nodded and said, “She is…”

“Well guys we need to get walking home because Mom wants to see Jamie and me before they go out to dinner and a movie with friends. They were driving but Mom said she’ll switch things up so Jamie can pick you up and drive you guys home – end result, you two get a few hours alone together thanks to me!” Kurt beamed and looked up at Jamie grinning.

“We need to think of a project!” Jessica said shaking her head and everyone laughed.

“I’d like to nominate Jamie and Kurt to be on the School Spirit Week Dance committee with us!” Kyle said and both boys glared at him. “It means the four of us will have to spend a lot of time together working on it…” Kyle said grinning.

“I second that, carried!” Jessica said standing up.

Jamie looked over at Kurt and said, “I smell smoke.”

“Huh?” Kurt said looking up.

“What are you thinking?” Jamie asked.

“It’s nothing…” Kurt said.

“Spit it out.” Kyle teased.

“It’s our 30th anniversary of Thomas Jefferson High so why not have a dance themed on 1976?” Kurt said softly.

“Fucking brilliant Kurt!” Jessica said excitedly. “We can present the idea to the student council meeting on Friday!”

“You can present it!” Kurt said and everyone laughed.

“I’ll have to text Kara about it since she’s also on the committee…” Jessica said and everyone frowned. “Okay, enough for today, let’s give them a moment alone Kyle.” She said grabbing his coat and dragging him up out of his chair. Kurt and Jamie laughed at him.

“Well that was fun!” She said to Kyle as they stepped outside.

“Not! You have a really weird idea of what fun is.” Kyle said laughing at her. Jessica grabbed his coat and pulled him in for a serious kiss. When they parted Kyle said, “I’m not sure I can make it over tonight.”

“Well then… no fun for you tonight!” She teased. “I think they need a night to make a little noise alone in the basement.”

“You’re just amazing.” Kyle said leaning in to kiss her. “If I can I’ll be over.”

“I’m really not like Kara. I don’t want to rush into anything even if sometimes my mouth makes me sound pretty bad.” She winked. “I like you and I think I would like to be with you for a long time.” She said raising her eyebrows and holding them there.

Kyle leaned in to kiss her again and the door opened and Jamie yelled, “Get a room you two!”

“I think someone’s in a better mood now?” Kyle said as they parted.

“Wait till tomorrow morning… like you, he’ll be bouncing off of the wall if both of you show up tonight.” Jessica said as she went over and kissed Kurt goodbye. “You need to practice on your kissing tonight!” She said with a wink. Kurt stared at Jamie wide-eyed.

“I only look introverted standing next to my sister.” Jamie said. Kurt and Kyle laughed. After saying goodbye the pairs headed to their homes.

“What did you do with the donuts?” Kyle asked. “I’m starving.”

“In my backpack.” Kurt was grinning at the ground ahead of him.

“How are you feeling?”

“My head is spinning but I think it’s going in the right direction.” Kurt pondered.

“What do you think of Jessica?”

“If I was straight I would marry her!” Kurt said.

“Me too… if I was straight…” Kyle sighed.

“I’ve watched your eyes… you’re open-minded. If you weren’t I wouldn’t be living in your house.” Kurt teased.

“Our house!” Kyle reminded him.

“That’s the first girl I’ve ever kissed.” Kurt confessed, “Well girl to kiss me.”

“And?” Kyle asked.

“She’s enough to make me want to try things out with a girl.” Kurt said grinning.

“Really?” Kyle asked.

“Really, really.” Kurt teased and Kyle elbowed him. “I’m serious, like you, she’s full of love, though a bit more in your face than you.”

“Ya think?” Kyle teased and they both laughed.

“You both share a lot of the same qualities. Maybe that’s why I feel I could love her too.”

“Like?” Kyle asked, but Kurt didn’t reply. “So… what about you and Chris?” Kurt narrowed his eyes and tensed up. “Never mind.” Kyle joked.

“What?”

“You’re right! Like Jessica, I can read your body language.” Kyle said. They continued in silence for a few blocks.

“My hatred for Chris is ten times what I felt for you two weeks ago.”

“Whoa!” Kyle joked and immediately apologized.

“I don’t care if you guys get back together or even if he’s at the house but I won’t talk to him, much less be alone in a room with him for his safety.” Kurt said. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have said that but I thought I should warn you.”

“I’m happy you told me. I just wish you would explain exactly what that hatred is all about.” Kyle hinted.

Kurt stopped. Kyle walked two more steps, stopped and turned around. “Kyle, he’s everything that I hate about me.” Kyle nodded.

“I already knew that Kurt, but look what you’ve become.” Kyle said and Kurt started walking. “So when you see Chris you see the old you in the mirror.” Kurt flinched. “Sorry.”

“No, no, you’re right and maybe I’m wrong. Worst of all is that I know the single most important lesson of the last week is learning not to allow the hatred and anger inside take control and being around Chris is making it all come back to life.”

“Add into that you sort of liked Chris as well…” Kyle said looking forward.

“You really know how to ice my cake of pain!” Kurt said coldly.

Kyle started laughing. “I’m Luke’s brother… it just comes naturally…” Kyle teased.

Kurt laughed. “How come you don’t hate Chris?”

“Because I love him or did love him and maybe still love him. One on one he is an incredible person. In social circles more of a ball and chain.” Kyle thought aloud.

“Whatever…” Kurt said not buying it.

“How are you going to make it through this situation with your dad if you can’t come to terms with Chris?” Kurt stopped and gave him the ‘what the fuck’ look. “Kurt? If every time someone crosses your path and it causes your anger to flare up then you’re going to have some serious real-life problems coming your way!” Kurt picked up the pace and remained silent.

“Okay, let me ask you one more question and I will drop it.” Kyle bargained. Kurt looked over at him. “If Chris ever speaks to you again, and seems to be trying to make up for his mistakes… would you give him a chance?” Kurt stopped again. “Christ Kurt, stop stopping like that! My shoulder hurts enough with this backpack.”

“Sorry…” He said and continued walking.

“Would you?” Kyle repeated.

“I’d have to.” Kurt moaned.

Kyle smiled. “Why?”

“Because that’s what my worst enemy did to become my best friend ever.” Kurt said. Kyle stopped him and kissed his cheek. Kurt smiled at the ground and they continued walking.

“Wonder how Jamie’s doing right now?” Kyle asked to no one in particular.

“He’s either very relieved like I am or he’s burying Jessica’s body as we speak.” Kurt said in a deadpan, serious voice. “What time are we going over?”

“I’m not sure that I am going over, but you are going over. Jamie will pick you up and bring you back and Jessica is making sure you guys get at least an hour or two of private time with no interruptions.” Kurt didn’t know how to respond. “She wants us to double date sometime. Won’t that be fun?” Kurt smiled.

“I can’t get around the fact that I have a boyfriend and you’re asking me about going out on a double date?” Kurt joked.

“Would you like to take Jamie to dinner? Maybe go to a movie? Exchange blowjobs in the back of Jamie’s parent’s car?” Kyle joked and Kurt laughed. “Kurt?”

“What?”

“You know of Tyler’s past?” Kyle asked and Kurt nodded. “Right at this moment life is good! Savour it and enjoy it because you never know what’s around the corner.”

“Better to have loved than lost sort of thing?” Kurt asked and Kyle nodded.

“It makes me feel sad for Chris because I know where he’s headed… life alone back in the closet where he can whine and drown in his anger.” Kyle mused.

“It’s not working Kyle.”

“Okay…” Kyle laughed. “But I really wasn’t trying to make you like Chris…”

“I know, I know, you’re warning me that even if some things fall apart, don’t go back to where I was two weeks ago.”

“Ummm, yeah, sure, whatever… if you say so?” Kyle teased and Kurt looked over to see his smile.

“Are you going to ever speak to me?” Jessica asked.

“What…” Jamie mumbled.

“Never mind…” Jessica said.

“Sorry, I was lost in thought.” Jamie said. “How did you know about me?”

“I figured that out a couple of years ago.” Jessica said. “And don’t worry! No one would ever figure it out if they weren’t looking for it.”

“What about Mom and Dad?” He asked.

“They haven’t a clue! You’re the golden child, athletic, smart, cute, sexy, doesn’t like Kara… Pretty sure you’re getting all of the inheritance!” Jessica teased.

“I always thought you hated me since the first time I had to baby sit you.” Jamie queried.

“Hate? Never. I remember when you would come into my room when I had a bad dream. I remember when you told me how pretty I looked at the eighth grade graduation and you said it with your eyes so I knew you meant it.”

“Hell, you are pretty! Gorgeous even.” Jamie said.

“I’m nothing special Jamie, but I know you’re sincere and I appreciate it. That’s the answer to your question!”

“What question?” Jamie asked and Jessica shook her head.

“You don’t have an evil bone in your body. You don’t want to break any of the rules set out by Mom and Dad and if that is how you want to live your life then go ahead.” She said. He narrowed his eyes at her. “We have the most conservative parents of anyone I know.” Jamie grinned. “Sure it’s easy for you because you don’t crave adventure. I’m the opposite Jamie, my life feels like I drag a ball and chain around with me everywhere I go.”

“C’mon, it’s not that bad.” Jamie defended.

“True, and part of the fun in life is escaping that ball and chain. Now that you have Kurt you will get to see a bit of my life. Sneaking out to see the one you love. Not being able to sleep because you want to hold that person in your arms. A little bit of danger and a little bit of being bad isn’t really a bad thing.”

“I've always been a little jealous of you and your friends.” Jamie confessed. “Even if you get into a lot of trouble you still have a lot more fun than me.”

Jessica laughed and said, “Yeah, I do but now you’re going to come along for the ride with me.” Jessica inserted her arm around Jamie’s.

“Maybe Mom and Dad didn’t do such bad work if you and me get along and even love each other.”

“True, but don’t steal my teenage angst away from me just yet.” Jessica joked. “I’ve always felt your pain Jamie.” She sensed his body tense up. “Now you have someone to talk with who will keep your secrets.”

“Same goes for you.” Jamie said.

“So you like my plan for tonight?” Jessica asked and Jamie laughed.

“You’re my kind of evil Jess.”

“We’re going to clean your bedroom, set up some candles, and find you something sexy to wear…” Jessica said. “Okay, maybe we’ll go shopping on the weekend for the sexy part. Do you have condoms?” Jamie flinched and she laughed.

“You know my ultimate fear was always about having that sex talk with Dad that never happened and then I feared that Mom might have it with me because she knew that Dad wouldn’t but I never thought the first person to say that to me would be my little sister.”

“Maybe your little sister just loves you a lot more than your parents do?”

“You’re evil! Planting such thoughts in my head.” Jamie joked.

“Think about it. I don’t care if you’re presentable at church or the 17 year old who can best set the dining room table for Sunday company. I want you to be happy and to love and be loved.”

“How did you get to be this way?”

“Easy! Fourteen year old girls are mentally and emotionally in their thirties while seventeen year old boys have their brains in their underwear.” She said.

Jamie laughed. “Doesn’t explain Kara though!” He defended.

“Even God has an off day. He also had to give you guys something to bitch about.” Jessica said.

“Why do I feel my chest tightening?” Jamie asked.

“Because we’re three houses from home. It happens to me all the time, you’ll get used to it.” Jessica said, making Jamie laugh. “Welcome to my hell. It’s a rough ride but we’ll be together on the trip.”

“You’re really not going to say anything to anyone?”

“I’m going to give you some condoms for tonight. ‘Nuff said?”

“‘Nuff said.” Jamie answered shaking his head. “Any advice?”

“There’s only one piece of advice about love.” She said pulling the screen door open and holding it. “Be the real you.” Jamie put his hands on the door handle and leaned over and kissed her forehead.

Jessica caught a whiff of him and said, “And have a shower please…”

“How the hell do people drive around this area of Philly?” Derek mumbled stuck in traffic.

“I can smell the meat from here!” Danny said inhaling deeply with his head stuck out the window.

“Close the damn window Danny.” Derek moaned and then looked into the rear view mirror to see Trent grinning at him. Frustrated, Derek leaned on the horn and the guy in the car ahead flipped them off.

“Whatsamatta with me? Whatsamatta with you!!!” Danny yelled with his arms stretched out faking an Italian accent. Derek and Trent were in tears laughing. A horn from behind honked and they all looked back and then looked forward to see traffic was moving again. “Smooth one Derek.” Danny said and Derek purposely jerked the vehicle forward.

“Let’s just park somewhere and walk around.” Trent said.

“Good idea.” Derek said, “I knew we brought Trent along for more than his sexy English accent.”

“How was work today?” Danny asked.

“Great mate! Hey Derek, does Fulton ever shut up about his dong?” Trent asked and they all started laughing.

“How was Gerald today?” Derek asked.

“Really nice… it was kind of eerie mate.” Trent said. “Who knew that buying a coffee and cinnamon bun for him could take me so far.”

“Try buying it for Danny and it will get you a night of passion.” Derek teased.

Danny missed Derek’s comment and turned around to Trent saying, “You have a place that sells cinnamon buns at work?”

“Right on the property mate!” Trent said.

Danny punched Derek’s thigh. “You didn’t tell me you could buy cinnamon buns when we were there.”

“They’re nowhere as good as Brewd Awakenings but we’re going back for groceries on the way home if you want to try some?” Derek said laying on the horn. “That fucker is trying to take my spot!”

“There’s one up ahead by Christian Street!” Trent pointed and Derek zoomed in before anyone else got it.

Danny held his hand behind his back holding two quarters, “Trent, throw some money in the meter right away.” Trent jumped out and Danny grabbed Derek’s arm. “I’m going to tell him that Saturday night is your birthday party.” Derek glared at him.

“It better not be or there will be broken bones.” Derek cautioned.

“It won’t be I promise! Yours is happening when we do the housewarming.” Danny grinned and jumped out of the Jeep. “Mama mia! I’m home!” Danny said inhaling the smells of Philadelphia’s Little Italy.

As they gathered on the sidewalk together Derek said, “I think there’s more meat here than West Hollywood.” Danny laughed and Trent missed the joke.

“I don’t get it mates.”

Danny whispered in his ear, “It’s Gayville California. Saturday is a surprise birthday party for Derek – hush!” Trent smiled.

“Let’s wander…” Derek said looking around.

“Which way mates?” Trent asked.

“Just like in bed… we’re going south.” Danny said walking down the street and the boys followed.

“Look at all the awnings and canopies! This place is incredible!” Danny said taking another deep breath of the air around him.

“Danny likes his meat!” Derek said with a wink.

“I wouldn’t know.” Trent said, “Dan’s never invited me to sleep in his room.” He teased. Danny’s mouth dropped open.

“I’ll have you know that regardless of what you’ve heard about me… I am that kind of guy!” Danny joked putting his arm around Trent’s shoulder.

“Okay, let’s find a good deli! There’s D’Angelo Brothers!” Derek pointed.

“Cannuli House of Pork!” Danny said pointing farther down and they all laughed.

“There’s another one mates but I can’t pronounce its name.” Trent directed.

“Cappuccios! Ca poot chee o’s!” Derek enunciated.

“If I can’t say it, I’m not going in there.” Danny whined.

“HEY!” Trent yelled and they both looked at him. He pointed and all three began laughing.

“Hollywood Meat Market!” Danny said laughing.

“I think we found our store.” Derek smiled and patted Trent’s back.

“Look at this place! Neon sign in the window, ropes of sausage hanging, ooooo they’ve got wood smoked hams!” Danny said with his eyes pressed up against the window.

Pulling the door open jarred three little bells and two staff members looked over.

“Ciao!” One of them said with a heavy Italian accent.

“Ciao!” Derek said nodding. “Do you take credit cards?”

“Certainly!” He said. “Is this your first time here?” All three boys nodded. “Welcome to Hollywood, I’m Domenic!”

“You can’t use a credit card here!” Danny said. Domenic looked at him.

“Why not?” Derek asked.

“Yeah, why not?” Domenic repeated. Trent smiled at him.

“It’s a small business remember what Tyler said? They can’t afford the charges.” Danny chastised. Domenic smiled at him and Derek shook his head.

“Where are you boys from?” Domenic asked.

“I’m from Iowa, grew up on a cattle farm. Derek's from Baltimore and Trent is from England.”

“Cattle farm huh?” Domenic asked and looked over at the older man.

“We’re having a gathering this Saturday and we also want to stock up the fridge and freezer.” Danny said reaching into his wallet and pulling out his debit card.

“We should get some steaks.” Derek said looking down into the glass on the counter.

“Can we get twenty black angus 8-ounce fillets? Vacuum packed four to a bag.” Danny asked and Domenic smiled and nodded.

Domenic directed him down to the far end of the counter and asked, “Do you want to pick them out?”

“Hey Danny, how about some sirloins?” Derek asked.

“Get eight but choose the darkest coloured ones – they’re the freshest!” Danny said. “Have you got some in the back room?” Danny asked with a grin.

Domenic grinned back. “Want to come back and see?” He asked.

“If you’re going to be our abattoir I’m sure you will pick whatever is best.” Danny said.

The other gentleman behind the counter helped Derek and Trent as they looked at the sirloin steaks. “Guys! It’s really easy…” Danny began, “Good marbling first and then go for the darkest ones. That one, those two, this one, and those three!” The man smiled.

“Sausage?” Danny asked and Derek smiled and grabbed his zipper. Danny gave him the evil eye.

“What kinds of sausage do you have sir?” Danny asked.

“All kinds.” He said in a much thicker Italian accent.

“I wonder if Gina and Angelo shop here?” Danny asked.

“Ciccone’s?” He asked with a grin.

“Yes!” Danny piped up.

“You friends with Angelo and Gina?” He asked.

“Yes sir! I had dinner with them on Saturday night at their restaurant.” Derek snorted. “Our roommate works for them.” Danny said. Immediately he went into the back room and yelled something in Italian to Domenic. All the boys could understand was Angelo and Gina.

“We’re either getting something better or you just had a mafia hit taken out on us Danny!” Derek joked.

The man returned and came around the counter, “Ciao! Io sono Peter! Il proprietario!”

“Ciao, Daniel” He said pointing at himself. “Derek e Trent!” Peter smiled and shook hand with all three boys. Danny whispered in Derek’s ear and handed him his debit card. Derek ran out the door. Peter gave them a funny look. “I sent Derek to get cash!” Danny said rubbing his fingers together. Peter grinned and nodded.

“Sausages?” Danny asked wide-eyed and Peter grinned and nodded with his head to follow him. “Holy crap!” Danny said looking in the case.

“Hot, mild, sweet, and garlic salsicce!” Peter said.

Danny grinned at Trent and said, “Salsicce!” He held up ten fingers and said, “Ten of each please!”

“Dieci di ogni salsiccia?” Peter asked raising one eyebrow.

“Sì” Danny said grinning and nodding. Peter smiled and patted Danny’s shoulder.

Peter yelled back through the doors, “Portami alcuni campioni salsiccia cotta”

“Huh?” Danny asked looking at him.

“Some samples. You try!” Peter said holding an imaginary plate in his hand and pretending to eat off of them.

“Si!!!!” Danny said jumping up and down. Trent appeared embarrassed to Peter, who smiled and winked at him. Domenic returned carry a white plastic bag filled with Danny’s fillets. Peter pointed to the sirloins and said something in Italian.

“How did you want these wrapped my friend?” Domenic asked.

“Half in one large freezer bag and the others we’ll grill tonight!” Danny grinned. “Do you have skinless boneless chicken breasts?”

“Frozen or fresh?” Domenic asked as he bagged up half of the steaks.

“Frozen!”

“Five or ten pound boxes?”

“Ten per favore?” Danny grinned. Domenic and Peter smiled at him. Derek came back into the deli and handed Danny a wad of twenty-dollar bills and his receipt. “You only got three hundred out?”

“I got six hundred. Half of that is my contribution.” Derek said with a wink and Danny smiled.

“I want to help out too!” Trent said pulling out his wallet.

“Dishes!” Danny and Derek said laughing at him.

“How are we doing?” Derek asked.

“They’re bringing us some samples of cooked sausages to try.” Danny said clapping his hands together like a little kid.

“And I’m taking the bus home because there won’t be any room in the Jeep!” Trent joked.

“You didn’t go crazy?” Derek asked of Danny.

“Beyond insane!” Trent answered.

“See if I share my meat with you!” Danny joked. A young teenager came out of the back room with about forty small samples of different sausage all steaming hot. “Oh my god!” Danny orgasmed. “I’m in heaven!”

“And they don’t even sell cinnamon buns!” Derek whispered to Trent who nodded and laughed.

“I heard that!” Danny said stuffing his mouth.

“Anything else sir?” Domenic asked.

With his mouth half full Danny pointed to another part of the deli case and said, “Some Genoa, Mortadella, Coppa, and Soppressata per favoure!” Domenic looked over at Peter and they both smiled.

“What are they?” Trent asked.

“Italian sandwich meats! The Genoa is a sausage made with garlic, salt and pepper, and red wine! The Mortadella is made from peppercorns, myrtle berries, nutmeg, coriander, and pistachio nuts! It originated in Bologna!” Danny rhymed off, grabbing some of the hot Italian sausage and saying “Bellissimo!” Derek looked at Trent and rolled his eyes while Domenic and Peter laughed and listened to Danny.

“He has one drunken meal in a fancy Italian restaurant and suddenly he’s semi-fluent in Italian… go figure?” Derek whispered.

“Can we go eat Italian tonight?” Trent asked and winked.

“Now the Coppa is much milder from shoulder butt and is slowly dry cured. Think of it as being what mozzarella is to cheese; Coppa is to Italian deli meats. Milder but essential for anyone who worships Italian food!” Danny said. All four laughed at his sales pitch.

“Finally...” Danny began after stuffing four more sausage samples in his mouth, “we have Soppressata,” he said highlighting his acceptable Italian accent. Domenic and Peter leaned on the counter listening to Danny. “The diamond of southern Italy! Dry cured and pressed with a weight, it’s made with hot peppers and is not for the faint of heart!”

“It looks lumpy...” Trent said and Danny feigned a national insult.

“Lumpy? Its rustic charm is typical of the southern landscape! The finest pork butts are right there just for you!” Danny chastised Trent. “And it’s great on pizza!”

The young teenage boy returned with two cases for frozen chicken breasts and dropped them on the floor in front of the boys and then grabbed his arms trying to warm them up.

“Anything else?” Domenic asked. Danny shook his head.

“Could you total that on a calculator please?” Danny asked. Domenic did, then waited for Peter to finish wrapping and weighing the last two deli slices.

“That will be $462.00 less your discount...” Domenic began. Danny patted his arm on the counter and shook his head. Danny held his finger to his mouth and then began counting out twenty-dollar bills. He paused and said, “Can you guys start gathering everything up?” Derek and Trent smiled at each other and began collecting bags of food. Peter yelled back in Italian and the boy returned holding a broom. He was quickly told to put the broom away and help the boys carry things to their car. Danny finished counting out five hundred dollars in twenty-dollar bills and slid them across the counter. “Grazie!” Danny said with a wink and then reached over to shake hands with Domenic and then Peter. Domenic insisted on returning his change, but Danny insisted on paying for the samples. Peter waved his hand in the air and said something in Italian that Danny realized was telling him that it was way too much money. Danny smiled and exited as quickly as possible. He was a half block away from Derek, Trent, and the boy so he ran to catch up.

“What’d you guys think?” Danny asked.

“You spent five hundred dollars on meat and one of the five of us doesn’t even eat red meat!” Derek said shaking his head.

“That’s why I got chicken breasts!” Danny said grinning as he walked along side the three of them carrying nothing. “We can all eat homemade Italian subs for lunch for the rest of the week.”

“Don’t listen to him Trent, that will all be gone by Wednesday knowing Danny.” Derek said.

“Keys!” Danny demanded holding out his hand.

“Left side, coat pocket.” Derek said. Danny reached in and double clicked the unlock button to open all doors. When they finished, Danny shook the boy’s hand. The boy realized there was a bill in it. He smiled, nodded, and ran back to the store.

“He’s a cutie!” Danny said.

“Isn’t he a little young for you Danny?” Derek warned.

“So I can’t ask about his Italian sausage then?” Danny joked.

“Eeeewwww.” Trent laughed.

“Fine! Who thinks he wasn’t cute?” Danny asked and nothing was said. “‘Nuff said then and thanks for driving us Derek.”

“You’re welcome and I think we need to run home first and dump this stuff and then go grocery shopping.” Derek suggested.

“I need to use the loo, mates, if you’re going home?” Trent added.

“When I’m in the back seat of Derek’s Jeep I just pee on the floor...” Danny joked. “Are we dropping by Brewd Awakenings?”

“Not now...” Derek said. Trent laughed while Danny pouted.

“You didn’t really do that did you Dan?” Trent asked lifting his feet off of the floor. Danny and Derek laughed at him.

Derek was trying to pull out of his parallel parking spot when Danny screamed, “STOP!” Derek hit the breaks and jerked them all forward.

“I forgot the hamburgers!!” Danny yelled and jumped out of the Jeep. A car with it’s signal on wanting to take the spot honked the horn, then pulled up along side and flipped Derek the bird before driving off.

“Next time Tyler can drive down here…” Derek moaned and Trent laughed.

“Thanks for taking me along mate. That was a blast watching Dan in there.” Trent giggled.

Danny opened the door of the Hollywood Meat Market and the bells rang. Domenic and Peter looked over and then smiled and yelled “Ciao Daniel!”

Danny spread his arms wide and grinned as he said “Ciao Domenic e Peter! I forgot to get hamburgers!” They laughed at Danny.

“You a want the patties or all grounded up?” Peter asked.

“Patties?” Danny asked grinning while raising one eyebrow.

“Four, six, eight or twelve ounce?” Domenic called out walking to the back room.

“Eight ounce and at least four packages of ten per favore.” Danny called out with a hint of Italian coming through.

“You learned good English?” Peter asked. Danny smiled and nodded. “You know meat good?”

Danny smiled and said, “I grew up on a farm. I’ve helped my dad butcher a lot of cows and I’ve done a few pigs.” Danny paused and thought he was happy that Derek wasn’t beside him right now.

“You butchered a pig?” Peter asked.

Danny nodded and added, “I’ve help castrate the piglets! My dog loves eating them.” Peter laughed and slapped his knee.